But suddenly I feel the need to use the bathroom. I excuse myself and am given the permission to leave, albeit with reluctance. There is a sudden loud sound of something like a helicopter’s blades spinning fast in my ears. I see nothing but darkness, and I am somehow being lowered as the deafening blades now slow lazily. I am now hovering over my body, and in a flash, I jump up… and I have to pee.
Stunned about that strange experience, I didn’t linger too much on the thought as there was an urgency to return to sleep. I used the bathroom and quickly returned to bed. I fell into a deep sleep almost immediately.
But here’s when things become even stranger…
Expecting to return to the meeting, to those I kept waiting, I instead found myself in what seemed like Nazi,Germany, it looked and felt as what is perceived as such in televisions and movies, during the time of Adolf Hitler. There is a woman inside of a jail cell sitting on an iron chair. She is very pale with a short black wig, and a white nurse’s uniform and cap. She’s a spy who had been captured and now interrogated.
For some reason… I know I am her; and standing in front of me, holding a baton or something else, is a German (or perhaps Russian)soldier. He is speaking fast and angrily in German or Russian, the feel was Herman but the language I think was Russian. But I understand everything. I feel the spittles from his words. I feel my (the nurse’s) resigned and defiant emotions. I was not going to die, not today, I was already dead inside.
As the soldier spoke, something told me to respond “Da” to anything he says. (Da is actually Russian for ‘yes’). Although I am her, I am also watching their exchange… the “watching” me is pulling away from the scene, and I awake in a frenzy, constantly repeating ”da” over and over.
While back in my body, I still felt like the nurse. I had absolutely no connection with the present time, my room or anything else. I looked out the window and saw street lights I didn’t recognize or understand. Every time I spoke, German came out. For all of 5 minutes, I was no longer Obara Meji. I was another part of her.
Have you ever had a wish.. a wonder… a feeling or thought, of a particular thing, good or bad, only to see it manifest later? Or has something ever happened to you, either in dream state or reality, that made you wonder about your future?
There are so many things that the human being experiences in their lifetime without understanding what it means on a spiritual level. I had a friend who randomly found herself interested in weddings, although she was single, studying, and had no dreams of being married. Yet she found herself googling wedding dresses and makeup in different parts of the world, finding the differences fascinating.
I think you can already guess, but within the next 4 months… she was married.
Rapper Biggie Smalls last two albums was “Ready to Die” and “Life After Death”. I remember watching an interview with him just before the ‘Ready to Die’ album, and for some reason I knew that he knew, he was going to die.
The story I told in the introduction shows two things:
- Most often when we sleep, we visit other realities, attend places/functions, and many of us do not return with this knowledge.
- We are all living different lives, in different time frames, simultaneously.
Now, what does this have to do with my friend who suddenly became interested in weddings around the world and marrying 4 months later, or Biggie Smalls who “unknowingly” predicted his death?
Just as how I found myself in a meeting within the spiritual realm and also saw myself as that nurse in Nazi, Germany (which I will expound more on later) – this is how every human being discovers his destiny, either through the dream state, meditative state, or what the subconscious during his waking state, decides to release (such as the case with the married young woman).
Most often when a person finds himself doing something oddly spontaneous (such as getting a sudden urge, finding yourself doing something out of the “norm”, or doing something so routine, you don’t even notice it anymore) this person has aligned himself with his destiny. Consciously unbeknowst to you, you have found a chapter within your life plan…
So all of your conscious questions: “Will I ever be married?” “Will I have children?” “Will I be someone in life?”
All of these questions are already answered. You literally live the answers. The only thing unanswered is which part of your life answers your question? It doesn’t have to be something hugely dramatic. It can be as simple as a midnight google search, an advert on a bus that catches your attention, a conversation, a song lyric, or even walking by that new house construction everyday and within the next year, you have purchased your first house.
Every single thing speaks to us. The spirit gives a voice to nature, your mother, the child, the cry of the baby, your enemy, or the garbage man. Our entire path is not some big secret that can only be unlocked through divinations or hard prayers and pleading. In fact, you already know the answers to your questions.
And here is a fun fact: A child is a FULL oracle up until age 6, and then this gift begins to wane. The oracle returns between age 17 to 23, but will wane again with most people and will remain with some.
So start paying more attention to children, what they say, how they act, their dreams, fears, and more. Between birth until age 6 is the most delicate time for a child, they’re almost angelic!
Now back to the topic…
So how do you recognize your path? Be of no doubt, we all have a job to do here on this planet. No one is smaller than another in terms of his mission.
Since my client was 8 years old, she was very choosy about her life. She didn’t want to attend “just any” school, or live “just anywhere”. These quirks made her annoying to other people, but she told me that the reason she was so particular about her life was because she was “building her Wikipedia page”. She said she imagined what her interviews would be like if she were asked about her childhood, and so she lived her life always with an interviewer in mind. It was ridiculous to her when she told me, but I smiled to myself because somewhere within her she knew her destiny, and she’ll look back and remember.
So look at yourself from head to toe.
What is different, special, or “odd” about you? Pay attention to yourself and things you may do repetitively but give excuses to. What is the story of your birth? What do you love or are drawn to? What are you worried about? What are you afraid of? What is something you just know?
These are some questions to ask yourself. Knowing yourself is a path to understanding your life, future and your mission.
But most of all: live your own life. You do not have the mission of someone else, so your life can not match theirs. Do not be ashamed or afaid of what you like, the sooner you accept you, the sooner you uncover your answers.
Good luck.
Obara Meji
This is mind blowing. I need to learn how to meditate and open my third eye. I believe I’ll find so many answers because i have so many questions, loads of them. I’m bookmarking this post even after reading twice. Thanks.
OMG…..Ma, you’re back. Big hugs and kisses. Missed you lots. For some strange reason, I never get the notification automatically that a new post is up, so I always have to manually check the website regularly. Hence, why I’ve just seen your post. I echo what everyone has said and just to add, you are a priceless gem. So so true all what you mentioned….I believe ultimately we are living the life (in whatever realm we are in) we chose from the spiritual realm we came from, unbeknownst to us on this earthly realm, because of our individual assignments we… Read more »
Ota!!!, Ba wo ni? Thank you so much. Sign up for notifications again, when yo receive the email follow the instructions, many people do not follow up the email instructions after subscribing
Awesome- will do. Thank you.
I swear I have missed you, can’t lie. Miss yuh bad man
I have been lurking on this site and never left a comment ever since I ran across it 3 years ago; But this post spoke to me in volumes today, it have me asking myself questions about who am I? Questions that am afraid to answer cause it will take me back to a place in time I force myself to forget but I need to an answer to move forward. You know the funny thing is ever since February I have been coming on here everyday to see if you posted something new and today’s message that hit me… Read more »
@Leeland, lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooo! I will try to post something from now on. At time I feel as if I am speaking to myself, and knowing I bear myself openly and sincerely. Than you for saying i am appreciated. I pay for this blog, and I do not ask for anything. So my emotions get the best of me sometimes, but I m back, lol, at least for now.
You never speak to yourself alone Obara, I will be learning from you from now on my new friend
Hugs Precious, welcome
I was so glad to receive email notification of a new post on your blog. Also sent you an email after you went quiet for a while.
Just want you to know your posts are like lights that guides and shines on my path. They make a lot of things clearer for my understanding.
WilI like to let you know some of us look forward to your post all the time.
Be blessed more.
Thank you so much
Glad to see this post I email u to check to see if u were ok but no response. I was some what worried, very happy to see this post and for this knowledge u have share
Candy i did not see the email, wow!
And that made me worried more after checking the site and seeing that u haven’t post in how long and no response… Obara just know ur love and appreciated and your knowledge is reaching a lot of people don’t be disheartened. Next time nuh Mek me worry so enuh when u good 🙁
Thanks for this,its a form of reawakening letter to me,am always drawn to markets,trade fairs,buying and selling,business ventures that entails buying,retailing,I have convinced myself totally about this until now. Thanks again 🙂
you are welcome Esther
Spot on….But most of all: live your own life. You do not have the mission of someone else, so your life can not match theirs. Do not be ashamed or afaid of what you like, the sooner you accept you, the sooner you uncover your answers. Thanks Obara Meji! Glad for the post! Missed you sister!
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KTBBBBBB, yuh dash mi whey!!!!
No man! A yuh dash mi whey! You never get my earthstrong email?
dash yuh whey?? When yuh ah one ah de few whey loyal to me? Whey memba mi?, mi cud neva dash yuh whey KTB, Mi love yuh like cook food!/ no, the email missed me
Awwww mutual feelings sister! Just the other day mi say no sah Obara MIA too rass long, affi guh call her and poof! you write post! LOL From, April mi send it to big you up! Figure you was in the hills celebrating lol
I’m so glad you are back Obara and I sincerely hope you are well (I was a bit worried). I mediated deeply on a post where you mentioned that we choose our destinies and I believed that I would be released in my 36th year (2018) from something that was told to me that was impossible to break. I started to get bad premonitions about a work situation (which manifested) and emotionally drained I walked away. I became fixated on buying this house, dreaming, I began thoroughly researching leaving a spiritually draining/ death situation. I compiled pages of research and… Read more »
You are welcome Caroline
Welcome back Obara.
I can definitely attest to the fun fact you mentioned. There were times when I would just think of something and it happened the same day exactly as how I had thought it. Last time I had that happen to me was either at age 6 or 7.
I guess I will have to try and internalize myself more in order to get my bearings.
Thanks for the post Obara. Always a joy to read your articles.
Thank you Mike, and thanks for reaching out to me, checking on me when I disappeared. Blessings and more life!
Nooo Obara don’t be discouraged, you sure doing a great job and making impacts especially mine.
So glad to read your new post, its been a long time. I wonder what could have make you stop writing. I once sent an email to ask how you’re doing l didn’t get any response from you.
Please keep up the good work, God will continue to strengthened you and bless you abundantly.
Love you sis.
Thank you Temi.
So, so, delighted to read your new post Obara. Thank you. As always, it is full of plenty “food!” And no, you are definitely not wasting your time.
Blessings and much, much, love to you.
The joy in me when I got the notification for a new post from you!! Haha I am so elated! I am new here but I have read almost every single post and boy…have I found home! Thank you so much Obara for sharing yourself with the world. I have read posts and comments where u complain about people not acknowledging what they learn here, please know that you are indeed making a difference. You have certainly made a huge impact on my life. So many questions I always had with ‘weird’ stuff going on that I couldn’t explain, until… Read more »
Bless up Lilian, thanks so much. I am trying to come back full time to my blog, but at times i wonder if i am wasting my time. Welcome!
You aren’t wasting any time! I love reading, for years I’ve read before I started commenting. Even your onsite on jmg is what lead me here! Is there any way to contact you for a reading?
Hi Kash, embracingspirituality@gmail.com
Beautifully written. I affirm what is written here. Tell me this, how can I align myself to be most authentic and powerful in making sure that I push out positivity for my future. Also what is your advice on strengthening one’s Ori.
Thank you so much. Always feed and acknowledge your ori. i will do a post on it one day.
You are divinely blessed. You are not wasting your time. Please continue the the posts and blog.
Thank you my dear. As we say in Jamaica, encouragement 😀 sweetens labour 😀
You are not wasting your time Obara Meji. You are touching lives (tears as I write this) and may your reward come speedily. Thank you so much yeye… We(your children) miss you soooooo much.
Can’t wait to read your post on how to feed and acknowledge my ori. I always think the rights has to be performed by someone who is vast in it e.g babalawo.
Ritualistically it does. But you can acknowledge it and get favor with some specifics which i will teach.