Love is an emotion that is often fooling and blinding. We all seek to feel love within our hearts and spirit, but honestly, love is a state of being. When you are in the presence of love, you feel it. In other words, it is energy... an unmistakable energy. ...

Love is an emotion that is often fooling and blinding. We all seek to feel love within our hearts and spirit, but honestly, love is a state of being. When you are in the presence of love, you feel it. In other words, it is energy... an unmistakable energy. ...

Last night I was tired of binge watching old episodes of Gun Smoke (huge crush on Matt Dillon the Marshall), so I decided to go through some of my older posts and read them over. I must say sometimes my own stories fascinates me. I made sure to stay away from the ones that would conjure up some bad memories, after binging on Matt Dillon for days now my mood is quite good, happy. I came upon this post and after reading it, I was still wowed by this anonymous story. When I re-read the post last night, I had to sit up in my bed, because there was something there within her story that I saw and could not believe that I had never addressed.  Was I too busy and not focused? But I realized that this was more than Incubus, way more. There was something in this woman's story which is now plaguing many peoples life. Maybe one day I will write on it. In the mean time read this post. It may seem long, but you will want to read it all and be vexed when it is done. ...

Last night I was tired of binge watching old episodes of Gun Smoke (huge crush on Matt Dillon the Marshall), so I decided to go through some of my older posts and read them over. I must say sometimes my own stories fascinates me. I made sure to stay away from the ones that would conjure up some bad memories, after binging on Matt Dillon for days now my mood is quite good, happy. I came upon this post and after reading it, I was still wowed by this anonymous story. When I re-read the post last night, I had to sit up in my bed, because there was something there within her story that I saw and could not believe that I had never addressed.  Was I too busy and not focused? But I realized that this was more than Incubus, way more. There was something in this woman's story which is now plaguing many peoples life. Maybe one day I will write on it. In the mean time read this post. It may seem long, but you will want to read it all and be vexed when it is done. ...

There is a scripture in the bible which talks about Martha, the sister to Lazarus, finding Jesus in the town he had gone to. She was crying and urging him to come back because her brother Lazarus had died and was buried. She told Jesus she knew if he was there, Lazarus would not have died. She implored him to come with her right away so that he could bring Lazarus back alive. In this very scripture, John 11 verse 35, it says "Jesus wept." When I practiced Christianity, this particular short verse of the bible had a very strong impact on me. The fact that Jesus, whom I had loved so much (when I was Christian), wept was too much for me to handle. As I grew, still mentally and psychologically steeped into Christianity, I began to understand why he wept. ...

There is a scripture in the bible which talks about Martha, the sister to Lazarus, finding Jesus in the town he had gone to. She was crying and urging him to come back because her brother Lazarus had died and was buried. She told Jesus she knew if he was there, Lazarus would not have died. She implored him to come with her right away so that he could bring Lazarus back alive. In this very scripture, John 11 verse 35, it says "Jesus wept." When I practiced Christianity, this particular short verse of the bible had a very strong impact on me. The fact that Jesus, whom I had loved so much (when I was Christian), wept was too much for me to handle. As I grew, still mentally and psychologically steeped into Christianity, I began to understand why he wept. ...

Good day my people. I hope all are well. I received an email from a new blogger, (a lot of new people are here, most of the old ones have gone or are just peeping) who asked for me to write on this topic. I have touched on this topic before (I do not remember the name of the post) but it is a topic that I believe is worthy to write on again, and this time more in depth. Below is a part of the email the blogger sent in, I have asked her permission to share. ...

Good day my people. I hope all are well. I received an email from a new blogger, (a lot of new people are here, most of the old ones have gone or are just peeping) who asked for me to write on this topic. I have touched on this topic before (I do not remember the name of the post) but it is a topic that I believe is worthy to write on again, and this time more in depth. Below is a part of the email the blogger sent in, I have asked her permission to share. ...

In recent posts I have written about Sex and spirituality. I have even told stories of sexual encounters I have had with spirits read this, and even though those encounters were in the dream world, I woke up feeling sated and tired as if I had ran a marathon. In my real life, I do not discuss Sex, at least not in public, it is a hard subject for me to speak on because hard as this may be for you all to fathom, I am quite shy. Behind a computer screen you can be who you want to be, so I may joke and play around at times, but that is really all it is a joke. While growing up, the subject was never spoken of in our household, and even to this day I can never imagine my parents "doing it", ewww! Mama is however a very sexy lady, bandy leg and dress good, and daddy tall and handsome, so if I had to cringe and think about it I can see them getting there, but oh what a thought! Of course there is no such thing as a virgin birth but in the case of my mother having us, I will make an exception to my beliefs. Read this ...

In recent posts I have written about Sex and spirituality. I have even told stories of sexual encounters I have had with spirits read this, and even though those encounters were in the dream world, I woke up feeling sated and tired as if I had ran a marathon. In my real life, I do not discuss Sex, at least not in public, it is a hard subject for me to speak on because hard as this may be for you all to fathom, I am quite shy. Behind a computer screen you can be who you want to be, so I may joke and play around at times, but that is really all it is a joke. While growing up, the subject was never spoken of in our household, and even to this day I can never imagine my parents "doing it", ewww! Mama is however a very sexy lady, bandy leg and dress good, and daddy tall and handsome, so if I had to cringe and think about it I can see them getting there, but oh what a thought! Of course there is no such thing as a virgin birth but in the case of my mother having us, I will make an exception to my beliefs. Read this ...