As you may remember I wrote a post titled “Sex Dreams”, where I recounted being sexually (touched) by spirits who, because I had spoken earlier in the day to a friend and confessed that I had been celibate for over two years, they came in the night to appease what they believed I was lacking.
I now know who they were and why THEY came. There are beings within the Universe who are called INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS, (mine were not them), and they are REAL. Make no doubt about it, they are very real energies and they also have their malevolent place in this world. Some will liken them to demons or demonic forces, and I suppose in the English language this is correct, but I do like the term demon for some odd reason.
In everything there must be balance and so God has his reasons why these energies has been created.. Contrary to human beliefs that the dreaded Devil wields his own power, God is the driving force behind good and bad (my reference to good and bad here is for your better understanding, there is no such thing, but we are too limited mentally to understand this). Was it not God according to the christian bible who plagued Egypt and declared war upon the mere human being Pharaoh? Was it not he who sent bears to attack and eat up the flesh of children who had mocked and jeered the prophet Elisha, when he cried out for help from God? Let us face it, if God did not allow evil to be, would we be able to say with conviction that there is no power stronger or greater than God?
The Human Mind cannot perceive who or what is God and so we humanize him (it, because God is pure energy and there is no gender attached to it, but limitations……) so that we can relate to this super power who is Spirit and neither man nor woman.
Incubus/Succubus influence can also infiltrate the minds of Human Beings men, women , or children, and possess them causing them to do sexual harm. They are the rapist, the pedophiles, the perverts, the sexual degenerates of the world, the bitch who seduces your husband and took him away from you with her unbelievable sexual (freaky prowess) ministrations or vice versa, and no, it does not have to be hands set or witchcraft for that matter it can be just the pure energy of these forces tempting humans, testing our weakness (which sex does it almost every time), as they were created to do.
They are after all great sexual energy, and was it not SEX…. the salacious serpent that the world has condemned for destroying the virginal Eve, Mother of all (Allegedly). Sex has a power all on its own and can sell out Madison Square Garden in a minute, because laying dormant in ALL of us is the need to FEED or AWAKEN something latent, raw and exciting, something undiscovered, sometimes even shocking.
Not as shocking as de batta foot tough looking Gully Queen dem doe, ah dem an de incubus Succubus dem ah par! (again mi cudden help it an mi still nah sey sorry)
This is why the famous painting by Leonardo da Vinci, The Mona Lisa with his/her devilish smile/smirk,evokes thoughts into the minds of those who have seen it, what has he/she to hide, so our thoughts scurry to find the answers often times wondering if the Mona Lisa is tapping into our minds and seeing our deepest darkest thoughts. Oh the genius of da Vinci!!!
In this story the Spirit of seduction and temptation (INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS) took on flesh in the most unlikely of persons and the consequences were dire for anonymous. As usual thank you, and I urge you all to share your stories.
From Wikipedia
An incubus (nominal form constructed from the Latin verb, incubo, incubare, or “to lay upon”) is a demon in male form who, according to a number of mythological and legendary traditions, lies upon sleepers, especially women, in order to have intercourse with them. Its female counterpart is the succubus. An incubus may pursue sexual relations with a woman in order to father a child, as in the legend of Merlin.[1] Religious tradition holds that repeated intercourse with an incubus or succubus may result in the deterioration of health, or even death.[2]Medieval legend claims that demons, both male and female, sexually prey on human beings – generally during the night when the victim is sleeping.
The story below was sent in to me by Anonymous, and when I read it I saw more than what anonymous wrote about or thought had happened.
The email:
Dear Obara Meji, I thank God that I have found your site and what makes it so perfect for me is that you are Jamaican as I am. You can share my story with your bloggers, as you say that we should teach from lessons learned. Your words of wisdom are well noted by this simple girl. I now realize what has been plaguing me all my life, well since I was fourteen, and I am just confounded by the whole experience.
When I was fourteen years old, my parents migrated to Canada and left me with the neighbor next door. This woman was a prostitute, but I have no idea if my parents knew before they left because she was not one who stood on a street corner. She had about six men who she rotated as “Boyfriends” and they would come to the house and have sex with her, some others would come from “Foreign” from time to time, not included in the six regulars. This is rural Jamaica. One night as they were going at it, she and one her clients, I lay sleeping in my room in the dark and felt a cold hand on my breast, I jumped up and screaming wildly believing that I was being attacked.
This was always my fear from I was sent to live with her, because although she treated me good, I cannot lie on her,she was a business woman and her business came first. When I jumped up and flicked on the light switch, there was no one in the room,and no one exited from the room either because the door was still bolted from the inside, the widows which is grilled were closed. I was afraid, because I was not fully asleep when de feel up happened, I could hear her, we called her Glory, and when she and the man were doing their thing, the bed springs would creak and groan and the grunts from she and the man were loud in the quiet country night, so it kept me awake. That night I did not sleep. I was too afraid to even try, so I sat up, lights on and prayed the whole night, until morning came.
I began some time after that to have sex dreams, these dreams plagued me. It was at times like battery, spirits lined up to gang bang and usually in the dream, I saw myself enjoying the raw and dirty activities. The acts were horrible, even sodomy was involved also, to my shame relaying this to you Obara, but from reading your posts I know you will not judge me and also these were dreams beyond my control.
Were they though Obara? I ask because when I would wake up in the mornings, I would feel tired and my private parts and even my buttocks would hurt me and what began to happen was I began to leak clear fluids, no smell but it was present on my underwear. I was afraid and for a while kept these disturbing happenings to myself, needing my mother. Parents, unless they are dead must never leave their children, I missed my mother so much back then Obara.
This was too much so I eventually told Glory and she questioned me hard about my sexual activities. I told her the truth that I was a virgin, she believed me, and so she told me to wait she would look into it. She had an odd look on her face as I told her the story as if she amazed at what I told her. I often thought of that look.
She took me to a man a week after telling her, and the man was a Obeah man, he told her that it was sex duppy people set pon mi and in order for me to remove it HE would have to have sex with me. I refused and cried, and he said it was the only way, even suggesting to use a condom, can you imagine?. To her credit, she cuss him and we left. She took me to a woman three days later and the woman told her that it was a curse and she gave me seven baths and some perfume to wear at nights, It stopped, nothing affected me henceforth.
I migrated a year later to be with my parents, they sent for me. Life was good for a while. I lost my virginity in Canada at age sixteen, and all hell broke loose again. The sex dreams began again, they were not as often as in Jamaica, but they would come intermittently but just as raunchy.
What happened though is I also began having weird sexual desires and fantasies. I would sneak and watch blue movies on the internet, masturbate every chance I got, read every thing I could get me hands on sex and all its acts. I began to have threesomes with friends and their boyfriends (I am embarrassed even writing this), the things I did Obara are too much and too wild to explain to you here. I even joined an underground swingers club, you do not want to know what goes on there.
Sex was a way of life for me, I desired it all day every day. I have skipped some years, so by the time I am Twenty six, I could not count the amount of sexual encounters I had, and I wanted more. I was always cautious so I was healthy, but I even had one night stands. I have never shared this before with anyone.
One night I dreamed Glory who had stayed in contact with me and my parents from time to time, (by the way Obara I never told my parents that she was a prostitute, I never shared her life with anyone).
She came to me in a dream and told me to stop! Plain and simple she said to me Stop! I looked at her and she said this what you are doing is what happened to me when I began my path toward being a sex worker. These are sex demons riding you and you have become a part of them, Stop! And just like that Obara Meji, I stopped, no more swinging, no more fast sexual activities, and it was as if I became a new person. Was I Possessed or something?
Obara I began to look this up on the internet and this is how I came to your blog site and saw your many stories there,. I read about Incubus succubus and I know that these were them who began me on this path, but what I want to know is when I lived with Glory, did I pick this up from the high sexual energy in her house because of her work? De woman worked every day, I mean every day, and I heard it all.
Did somebody set them on her and I picked it up? Was it her who came to my dream and tell me to stop or my guide disguised as her? Why seeing her in the dream commanding me to stop, remove all these urges from me immediately, did she have something to do with my plight? Did they really have sex with me Obara, if not, then why did I feel the pain when I dreamed them woke up, what was the leaking about? Am I flooding you with questions too much? (laugh Obara, I know you love to), I have to keep a light heart because theses happenings changed me through my experiences.
I have since stopped, meditation helped me (Great post you did on meditation by the way Obara, I pushed the rock over, yay!), I did not trust to go to a spiritual person for help, because I do not know any and I do not want to relay my horrible experience to any person.
I am working on my self-esteem,and to build my courage. I am ashamed of what I did and went through, but reading your posts, you say we all agree to what we experience in life, we must learn from those experiences and teach from them. I find comfort in those words.
Thank you Obara Meji (by the way, what a cool name you have!). I love your blog, please continue your good work and God bless you! You may share the story on the blog if you choose to. One day mi wi get de guts fi blog wid uhnuh, shout out all yuh bloggers fi me please.
Ìgbọ̀nsẹ̀ kékeré létí àwo gbẹ̀gìrì, bó bá kúrò lójú, kò lè tán lọ́kàn. /
A drop of faeces on the edge of a plate of bean soup, even if overlooked by the eyes, won’t be ignored by the mind…..Yoruba Proverbs!
[Watch the indiscretions; misdeeds may be overlooked, but they are seldom forgotten]
All religion are valid as long as it teaches peace and love…. Obara Meji!
There are no disappointments in life, only lessons learned!….Obara Meji
MURDERATIONNNNNNNN, GRUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, YAZZY YUH MAD EI NUH…HIM PULL AH LEWINSKY, LOLOL, ONE AH FI MI DEM DID PULL ONE PON MI TUH, SWEET MI EI SI, UNTIL MI WAKE UP AN SHAME TEK MI TO ROYAL GEORGE!
DOMINATE HIM YES YAZZY.MI DEH PON YUH SIDE, IS WHERE IS MTH?
Murder!!! Yazzzy yaz out fi kill me looooooool mi kno yu serious but is di way yu type it LML buff mi land a grung 😀 😀 😀
Mawnin all my sweeties!!! Kia boooo, Cami boooo and mi empress Obara! and all the fam! Ms. Anonymous, large up pan yuh story. The moment you shared it you became bigger than it…. Affi shout out all di peepers dem cawz mi rate unuh and from unuh a peep unuh belong here… true story. I also wanna share a quickie experience since di whole a we a dash out (LOL) I was in an on again off again relationship with my then guy and at that particular time we were “off” and I was super lonely and IN SERIOUS HEAT!… Read more »
Good morning Obara Cami Yazzy Yaz morning sunshines 🙂 Love n light Peace n blessings to you all n your loved ones.
Me see part II so I’ll start reading it so it can lull me off to sleep…see you’ll around 8/9 tonight.
Hey Yazzy!
Cami yuh up??
Obara mawnin mi sweetie!!!
Morning everybodddy! Yazzy yu check in before going off to work ((muah)) have a great day to you and all who work in the am. Obara! put it like this…I was up but now sleep ready fi set in.
Good morning my dears! Anon don’t feel no way. We are some of the most non judgemental ppl you will ever meet. I too can raise my hand and say I have been victim to the dutty duppies a time or two. Obara, like how you say sex dreams are never good, is there a deeper meaning to them. For example, like they say when you dream marriage it means death. I’m not sure what I was going through at the time those beings visited to me but it might be because I wasn’t having sex at the time. I… Read more »
((Muah))) SQ…wonder how many other brave souls will state their nightly experience. Ty/Obara imagine the deep waves readings if electronically monitored.
Mawnin Mi sweetie Sea! Hailments boo. So lovely to see ya! Kisses…
Thanks for sharing your experiences as well.
Anon, of all my years of having those ‘fantastical’, sexual sleep events I’ve never heard anyone else share such experiences. I know them and know them well…
“did I pick this up from the high sexual energy in her house because of her work?”
You belong over here with us because you know things subconsciously.
I swear this is some juicy stuff! Anon, thank you for sharing this. I’ve had experiences similar (zero out the club and group sessions), but yours is a wow!
I’m still reading, but before I got to Glory dreaming you I knew she had that experience too (going back to the bolted door and grilled windows)…mines I assume comes from molestation which I strongly believe open the victim up to some pathways…
I love the sharing of the experiences…
Good evening ALL, Yazzy me sight you 🙂 good to see you.
Obara, lolol…please to cite the bible story them because I have very minimum knowledge of them…members where can I find this bear story? lol
Camiiiii!!! Mawnin sweetie. Mi miss yuh eenuh ooman! 😀
Hi everyone! Thank you for sharing your story. No judgement! That was a good question did you pick up that sexual energy from the lady. For some reason I really love this story.
Shana babygirl… What’s up?? I love seeing ya shades! 🙂 thought its an emotional story isn’t it amazing??? I’m fascinated with experiences such as this
Night Yazzy yaz Yailings Toy
Hey Kia Bubblez
Kia mi hotta a sista! I missed you boo!! Loads of hugs and kisses. And kiss mi nephew to boo. I hope you and the family are well! Muah!
Toy Booooo mi love yuh too sis! A nuh O alone love mi!! LOL! Mi and yuh a Papa Obatala Pickney!
Yes big up our fada! lol Obatala We love him
😀
Nunu yuh know from when you and I nuh kick back pan di endz and run a boat and pap a bakkle and reason!
Yuh know seh a nuh suh wi live eenuh!
Mi dis done wuk. I’m planted here now. Couldn’t tief weh nuh time earlier.
I’m gonna ketch up pan di comments quick quick wid di Q&A and come…
Yazzyyyyy!!!!! Mi glad fi si yuh!
Nunu Boooooooooo!!! MI GLAD FI SEE YUH TOOOOOO OOO MI INCREDIBLY SWEET SIS!!!! A BARE HUG AND KISS!!!
Obara can a succubus cause a miscarriage? This lady said she was pregnant and an entity that looked like slightly like her husband forced himself on her and she lost consciousness. She said she told her husband when he got home and he said it was all in her head it was probably dream paralysis. If it is in fact true, how is it that the baby’s ori didn’t protect the fetus from this malevolent energy?
Good question Nunu. I can’t wait for the answer.
Yes they can cause mis-carriage Nunu, I am sure you know that not every body who gets pregnant gets to bring it to full term. This may have been the way the Fetus chose to go, (that happens) some from our soul group choose only to experience the womb of the human, they opt not to be born. Also, they may want to teach the woman or man something by allowing this entity to invade her, or the man might have brought about this energy by fooling around outside, the possibilities are many, but this is how the child chose… Read more »
Den Toy yuh nuh muss did tiad, mi love how oonuh real over here, oonuh tek afta mi, Thank you so much Toy for sharing and making an already comfortable anonymous more comfortable, I love you!
love you too OM! muahh
Toy yuh mek mi buss out a laugh a while ago ie nuh star!
Nunu for real
Hi everyone, Obara Hello! Yazzy glad to see you. Nunu, Kia. Obara the train of men put down, huh. lol. Hi Anonymous you don’t have to feel bad, it is your past. I use to sleep with 3 or 4 guys in one day everyday. I use to be so tired. Anyway, meditating and using your Ori to guide you through you will be great. I hope you can blog with us one day.
why would someone want to call them?, they are sexual demons, malevolent beings, and can be invoked by many mediums, even your thoughts. Dark seedy places brings them forth, like night clubs,some dances, sex scenes, 42nd street lol
Yailings NUNU Hey Obara why is that the incubus/sucubus visit you all when you never send call dem? what make them come aid you when you celibate or whatever?
hry kia! nunu it sound like the dead , but dem odda ones could mek she feel so iuh
Greetings all thank you Anon for sharing your experiences in such depth. I am glad you have overcame that journey in your life. Luckily you survived with your physical and seemingly your mental still in tact. I can only imagine it was a horrible experiences for you at such a young age. That I know of I experienced an incubus visitor once. I remember in my dream state, (I probably was astral projecting) seeing the black black like midnight figure but could not make out his facial features. He was on top of me. Also I remember my inner thighs… Read more »
Greetings sistren Kia!
Peeper mi glad fi yuh ie nuh mumz cause dealing wid dem tings nuh easy. Juss gwaan work on yuhself, raise your vibrations and things will keep getting better
Nunu I love our peeper as well. C’mon man Ms. Anonymous, yuh bravely sent in such an amazing post you just need half that courage fi come blog wid wi man. Cho man. A mek ya mek it look suh?? Love your style Ms. Anonymous!
Was I Possessed or something?
Yes they can posses you, I am not sure if your were possessed, but you were certainly under their influence
Obara the hand that touched her on her breast that first time was cold, was that someone that just died?
The discharge may have been from orgasms you had, I am sure for how long it went on, could you tell me, so I ca answer your question correctly
THE PEPERS QUESTIONS; Was it her who came to my dream and tell me to stop or my guide disguised as her? It was her spirit, it seems as if she had this with her which led her to her chosen career, you missing your parents, being vulnerable and lonely and also in the place where the sexual energy was high and also these beings lived there, these beings already familiar with the woman attached themselves into a very vulnerable girl. Why seeing her in the dream commanding me to stop, remove all these urges from me immediately, did she… Read more »
Ms. Anonymous I thought your questions were great. Obara you just know how to answer a damn question! Genius!
O, could the energy have come from the male “boyfriends” of Glory base on the extreme that Anon was taken to?
I believe Glory has an abuse background but the deprave acts against Anon seems like a collection of the men’s energy.
Yes Cami it may have also, it is I suspect a concerted effort, with Glory being the first victim before Anon, this is transference of bad energy. It is never good to jump and sit in a seat someone just got up from, before you do o, hit the chair several times, this will remove what belonged with the person who just got up an not allow them to latch on to you.
Nunu big up!… mi nuh hear from de mumzie
Shi want mi fi call yuh fi her but mi deh read done fuss
Obara so what is the difference between spirits from the soul group doing it and the incubus spirits doing it?? is it preventable? Is there ever a time when this spiritually sexual experience ok?? Yazzy, the soul group are from your spiritual family, although sex with them is not to be encouraged. The incubus Spirits are malevolent and belongs to a particular realm where they will tempt humans in their dreams or waking state of very disturbing salacious sex acts, I believe they are the one who penetrate the minds of pedophiles, rapist, de gully Queens dem, Bruce Jenner (bout… Read more »
Obara thanks for some Clarity. I was so gonna ask if the benevolent beings that come to “aid” us And heal us with their many gifted ways… why can’t sex be one of them. Like they embrace us sometimes when we need to be hugged so why aren’t they allowed to make love to us if there is so much power in Love and in the act of love making??
Ps, yes I am very much aware I am coming off as a total NUT right now!! LOL!
lolol, O my little ‘visitor’ came during abstinence…
Good morning people! Yazz, Court and Teach big ups fo you
oonuh si Vybz Kartel name inna de tag?..mi cudden helo miself, lol Yazzy ah love de energy you bring to de blog, mi love yuh spirit mi nah lie! Yazzy with me, I had been celibate for a while, by choice, I had just gone through my first initiation and had gotten rid of the tinking germz box, dead dog, wicked dranco, son of a bitch him mumma ah one fi choot) baby father, and mi was like a new born. I had a lot of spirits around me and I told someone on the phone that I was not… Read more »
Obara I can’t get to see the tags when using my cell but TAG di bwouy yes! Lol! Obara thanks for the nice statement you made about me. I pull from all the amazing energies here… Lawd a one ting we nuh fenneh fi do and a style up ppl weh fi get stylementz!! Bwouy get style up suh till mi shame fi him!! it’s well deserved! Lmfaooooo. Style him Obara style him! Listen mi… mi dis come back and mi mash up a dan when mi was lassss ere… suh tek time wid me Obara bout seh yuh was… Read more »
In a post you relate VK (can’t stand the dude) to the antics of Lilith.
Hi Courtney, I will check it as soon as ah done…
Yazzy ah one miss call mi get from you call me nung, aws mi cudden fine mi phone
Good morning family.
Hope everyone had a blessed weekend. Very interesting post on sexual energies.Anonymous no judgement here we all have our experiences and your brave to share love and light sweetie. Hugs
O do these sexual energies play a role in the sexually addicted.i know all energies have a place and do they play a part in our journies when certain experiences are to bring about change?
Check your mail O.
Courtney babygirl!! What’s good??? LONG TIME!! Happy fi see yuh sweetie…
Mi nah guh bite mi tongue! Obara a wah kinda dutty… nassy… tinkin… ole tiefing …crosses long (c)jockey crawny (is some good name dis mi a use style him) Obeah man dat bout seh him affi ruxxx off di ppl dem underage virgin gyal pickney! Yuh see seh some a dem full up a nuff shit! KMFT!
It would have torn me up if our peeper had to experience any further trauma from the initial exposure…. So happy that tho you were 14 Ms. Anonymous. ..you knew what you stood for and you stood up to that ass!
Obara I do recall your sexual (battry) experience and that “THEY” were from your soul group (correct me if mi wrong cah yuh wuda cry shame fi know seh likkle young gyal head a gada bare wata).
Obara so what is the difference between spirits from the soul group doing it and the incubus spirits doing it??
is it preventable?
Is there ever a time when this spiritually sexual experience ok??
***mi soon come wid more questions but since our peeper asked so many I wanted to wait for the answers to those first***
Yazzy weh yuh deh?
Nunu mi sis mi did deh a wuk wid eyes on me couldn’t come back till mi done just now…
Happy Monday my sweetie Obara (mi did get likkle worried cah mi ben call yuh ova di weekend and a don’t get yuh! suh mi STALK yuh here! LOL! 😀 )
Happy Monday to alllll my sweeties here! Mi miss unuh bad! LOVE & LIGHT
Happy Monday to all peepers esp our very Own Ms. Anonymous! Big ups on a very emotional story told so very well and for having VICTORY over your lesson!