When I was a child living in Kingston Jamaica, I wondered about my life and what would I become, who would I be? As I have written here before, my parents had a lot of plans for me for their own reasons, none of which appealed to me. I had a great imagination, I loved acting, and pictured myself in the field of theatre, I suppose most children did at one stage of their lives or the other. I knew I had some talent in those areas and I had presence and personality. There was only one thing which would have perhaps held me back and that was stage fright, nerve.
I had played the role of the wicked stepmother in St. Andrews high school’s drama class production of Cinderella and my own spin on the dreadful woman elicited astounding laughter and loud applause with standing ovation from the audience and a “Great Job! from my drama teachers, fellow classmates and friends, even the always frightful, stern looking Principal beamed at me and gave me a nod, so much I imagined myself for quite a while as a master Thespian ( not lesbian enuh, doan ramp wid me, oonuh read good, THESPIAN MI SEY! now Imagine me reading all this to you in an aristocratic english accent, lol).
Yes I had great aspirations for my self while in my youth and living in my sweet sweet Jamaica. It changed when I came to America, my life went on a fast track, so fast that Speedy Gonzales would have wondered and left bewildered as I sped by leaving dirt splattering in his face. It was a totally different life living in America as oppose to living in easy going, stress free Jamaica. I had no time to sit and dream as I did while I was home. A young mother I had become, and I kept it moving, I had no choice.
I want my life to matter”, was always my thought, while visiting this earth plane, as well it should. I want my children to tell their children stories of their mother and be proud of who their mother is, (I did not say “was”, I am alive and I expect to be so for a very long time, why should it wait until a person is dead that we honor them?). I want to, while on my journey here, to give a little of myself to others. What will YOUR legacy be, how will you touch others? This is a very important question. So many of us see celebrities, famous people and as they impact our lives with whatever they do, or whatever they are famous for, we may not see or know that although they have the spotlight, are photographed or written about, for whatever legacy they are leaving to the world, in terms of their artistry or financial acquisitions, political achievements, what ever world stage they have commanded, we also have the ability to impact others in a positive way , give of ourselves in the service to humanity.
The ability to impact others in a positive way however, is one way of how to leave behind a legacy , the best way rather. We should always strive to sow good seeds, but in reality many have created havoc, and have sullied the lives of whom they have touched with negative words and actions, and while they live, their actions and attitude is THEIR legacy which they are creating or have created, but I must tell you all that they also have their place in the world, villains as they are, wicked as they are (de duttite baby fadda), but if we do not learn from them but rather continue onto their path of destruction, then suffering for the generation to come will be what we have created. In other words, even the wretched and evil can teach us something good, from their actions .We should pray for the wisdom to be able to discern for ourselves, what was/is the lessons that they brought about.
All my life I remember wanting to learn as much as I could, and as I learned , I wanted to share. In one of Buddha’s teachings he said “We must pass on knowledge”, and I cannot tell you all enough how eager I have been all my life to share whatever I learned with others. It took a while for me to realize that not everybody wanted to hear all that I knew, especially since most of what I wanted to share were of a spiritual nature.
I wanted you all to know that no one dies, the body is left behind, but the spirit lives on, and that we are conscious beings, there is no ending to who we are, just where we live as in realms. I wanted people to know that we are multidimensional beings and we do have access to our higher selves, if only we slow down and trust, listen and accept that fact. I wanted to shout out to all, that sickness is an illusion, as well as pain, there is light within all of us and we can find it, and use it to heal ourselves and also others, but only if we WAKE up to that reality. I wanted to tell you all that while there is a God, he is not a Tyrant nor is he demanding, we are allowed to make mistakes but we should always try to correct if we can, our errors in life and take responsibility for our actions whether good or bad, because this is the only way we can learn and therefore move on to our next stage in life of which there are many! I wanted to tell everyone who would listen that we must honor our ancestors and respect nature, in doing so we would appreciate each other better and also have a better regard toward life and perhaps each other, I wanted to share so many things.
In all things esoteric were where most of my interest layed. Overtime people have gravitated to what I have to share and I have found that I have an audience whenever I speak, and the name teacher was given to me, by all who heard me speak or read my writings, and I thought it appropriate because I had always looked at myself as such, though it may sound presumptuous, to me it was a fact, this gave me the confidence to speak more, share more. I had and still have the yearning to connect people to their higher selves through the knowledge of the universe and all things within, I do not claim to know all things, and while I believe my self a teacher, I am a forever student. We all are TEACHERS AND STUDENTS, none is separate from the other, except we may all have different things to teach each other, and some may learn a different way.
I know deep within my core being that I have not yet begin to share most of what I know. It bothered me for some time, not being able to shake awake some people, I wanted everyone to wake up as I have woken up. There was a message I received a while back from some non- physical beings and the message was “People are where they ought to be”. This message came to me, after I sat sad and thinking by myself, wondering if I was getting through to anybody. I wondered at how some people did not seem to want to grab up all these knowledge, I wondered why some are so deep in slumber and refusing to become awake, and in the middle of my thoughts came the answer. I have accepted it, but I ask you all, those who will visit this post today, What will your legacy be?
This is a short post, I exhausted you all by the post on Knowing The Higher Worlds-By Rudolph Steiner which I posted yesterday, I wanted to share him, who I believe is one of a kind with you all, it is my nature to share, I have no idea what being selfish is. So I have attempted to write a short post today, this is my way of taking it easy with you. Hotep and Peace to you all, nuff respect and nuff love!
T’ẹni bẹ́’gi lójù; igi á rú’wé. /
The shame is on the person who cuts a tree; it will sprout leaves again….Yoruba Proverbs!
[Persist. Be undaunted.]
All religions are valid as long as it teaches peace and love…..Obara Meji!
There are no disappointments in life, only lessons learned…..Obara Meji!
Life is what happens when you’re busy making plans. C’est la vie.
Teach, google tvj news and si how di men dem neatly put it to har sey shi naah mek sense. Politicians wicked bad enno, when shi a talk in a round about way, yu waan hear har ppl dem a knock bench fi har…Andrew is a yute, wey mi caah rate, him juss look big an so-so suh. When him address Queen P, decently shi a buck shuffle. I waan know when dem develop dat land, a wanda hum much fi one a dem house dey. About 20 a wi wudda haffi jine up and buy 1 a dem.
ah whey mi can si har, helmet ooman ah buck shuffle MTH?, mi want ah good laugh!
from dem name politricktian dem is no good! Portia ah evil, mi seet inna har face, mi peep roun Lisa whey siddung in deh, lol!
Yazzy mi girl. lion paw, gwan big up yuself…
Howdy everyone….Bubblez, a wey mek yu gwan suh wid Sista/Mama P (wey waan tun Queen). Obara, yu muss rate yu joke dem before yu dash it out…Mi sey a laugh till a giddy when yu sey yu caan chuss smaddy wid one helmet hairstyle. No man, unno terble. Portia couldnt ansa di questions wey Andrew Holness (a di fuss mi rate Andrew), Vaz is a youte wey mi like but did haffi cuss him bad bad when him talk bout JLP have bare pretty woman (highlighting the brownings) and Mike Henry dash out to har. However when dem a talk… Read more »
Yazzy dat mi a seh too. hope everything level out good n bad bring the balance enuh Yaz yu naval string cut yasso don’t? loooool mine too Yazzy yu vibezy suh ur energy was missed
Good questions Yazzy but what’s more important societies thoughts of you or ur thoughts on your self? I understand where you coming from but yu can’t please people and yourself..sometimes it’s to big a war. hmmm Plus people to sometimey…me included some time they for you some time they against you. Hope i make sense…
Choo dem represent de elders Yazzy
Ooh Ok Obara!
Obara I always wanted to say… I LOVE that BLACK mother and child portrait that represents our site. Did you choose it and why? What does it mean to you and what does it represent? And what’s the spiritual meaning or message behind it?
Kia yuh stay a Crack mi up. Yuh know yuh head gone sometimes don’t? 😀 Me personally I appreciate my love for myself and the person I am beneath this human clothing. I really do. I aint perfect in there but I love who I am in there nonetheless! But as we discussed validation a few post ago… it leaves an imprint/confirmation of who and what we are. It has a mirror effect. Likewise I believe our legacies should be a reflection of who we are and the imprints we have left on even one… I wanna be a mom… Read more »
No Obara him neva dead. I saw him run off. I hit him cause I hear the boooof sound. Ooooh gawd 🙁
Poor ting Kia. I hope is not nuh bad news. Obara why is that a bad sign?
Yazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy yaz 😀 😀 weh yu did deh?! yu neva simi a walk up n dung a luk fi yu gal?! weh yu did deh looooooool
Mi Kia bubblezzzzzzzzzz!!!! Mi did mash up!! Mash di hell up! A tru yuh nuh know cah pinky duppy and bredda Curtis nuh get wind a mi bizniz yet suh it nuh stink a road yet chile! A mi fi tell yuh! DDem Obeah mi rite o a yasso and mi seed plant right ya suh by the water so tie ya fi life! May be missin fi a day or two.. even tree but mi NEVA gone nuh weh! Yuh mawd! There’s no place like home!!!!!!!!
Obara is our legacy determined by societal dictation of how large our platform is?
No Yazzy good question
Thanks Obara. But we have to be honest… don’t wi sorta mek society have likkle influence pan di way wi pree wi legacy? Like, wi may not feel like it good enough tru wi nuh recognized as di greats or tru wi nuh hab nuh big platform fi announce it or tru wi nuh famous wi cyah smell di roses…
Humility is a struggle in this society…
Poor portia mi rasssssssssss shi need fi study n learn comen like har head tuff. Knowledge is POWER
manners ES fambo morning Obara MTH everyone Yazzy yu come back home eeh Nunu a ur turn now…come back Nunu yu nuh affi di book club
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO Kia!!!! You’re a damn mess! A love it! Mawd rassssssswssssseeeee! NUNU A GUH KILL YUH!
Mawnin Yazzy and Kia, Kia locking dung de puss is NOT I REAPEAT NOT A GOOD SIGN, HIM DEAD?
Mth, Jamaican people should ah know sey smaddy when ah walk round wid one hairstyless whey fava helmet cyaan ritetid, ja long time mi whey nuh live ah Jamaica know sey she dunce like de bat dem whey did come terror I’ve mi afta Mth did gimme de wrong bang when mi did deserve ah ticky!
Raeeeeeeee! Hehehehehehe!! Lawd gash unuh nail up Portia coffin ya now. Obara seh she dunce like bat wid di one stale hairstyle weh set like helmet! Mi aguh need a tripe transplant fi mi twist up!!! LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Teach, have you heard about the National Housing Trust (NHT) buying the Outameni business. So-So drama and Portia had to spek on it yesterday, mi nah lie, a di fuss mi eva shame fi har suh.Woman, nuh know a jack bout wey a gwan. Shi show harself as not too very intelligent. Poor Portia.
Grung lmaoooooo, Kia yuh nuh good!
Is true O mi bad wen mi want 😀 😀 For real tho Obara she mek di ting luk bad man. google n read…nuff tings unno share pon here i run go google. she can ask fi report an read up before press release. Mi naaaaaaaaah mek a soul mek mi luk bad. I do not know but I will research and come back at a later date to discuss…even if a dis Portia seh it would a bad an not suh bad. tehehehehe ooooh Obara I hit a cat this morning. 🙁 Never kill him tho see him scamper… Read more »
Obara Kia bruk out! Unuh can done Portia hin ya eenuh star! Lolololol! Ty soon come finish har off! Lawd gash!
Morning everyone. Mi dey yaha gwan panka-panka. Teach, what I meant by Suga Minott’s wife disrespecting him, is I am sure that she said they was no money to burying and was seeking assistance. His daughter, Passion was very vocal and said it was ok, the family (or she) could have taken care of the funeral. The wife was wife on paper as Sugar was ‘carrying’ on with his life. Many a woman, many a children. Jamaican men celebrate and crown tthemselves as something important by having a lot of children, the money women they have the more ‘respect’ they… Read more »
“Women must stop running to these entertainers who show them that they cannot be tamed. No matter if you are “Miss Universe’, they will cheat and let some common girls tek step a yu. Ladies, it is not worth it, invest in some toys and keep yourselves happy.” ~MTH!
Mawnin Obara, prefect M and all my ssweeties! Court a beg yuh a mug a tea deh fi sip and tek in dis hearly mawnin suss weh a dish hout fi breakfast!
I have not reached my full potential as yet Yazzy, I have many more thing to achieve!
I know I have not Yazzy, I am a long way off, not even close!
Is this what you referred to in another post where you said you feel like you are just waiting on something… just waiting all your life for something to happen ..you not sure when but u know it’s gonna be good? Is this what you meant by that?
You know when you feel/possess this greatness in you that wants …no, that craves to bust out and reveal itself? It’s the worst feeling ever! I do not wish to be famous but I do wish to quench that feeling of reaching that peak of greatness that I feel within…
Obara why did you say in the post that you HAD great aspirations for yourself while living in Ja? Do you feel you haven’t yet peaked?
I just heard this quote and I thought it appropriate for here.. and for now. “We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so that we can experience the life that is waiting for us” ~Joseph Campbell There’s so much beauty in simplicity. Living in Jamaica or on the islands, though it lacks in certain resources compared to larger nations… there is this beauty in it and there is humility in the lifestyle. Living in America is no life compared to that of the islands esp Jamaica. IBA Jamaica land of mi birt! Mi wah mi… Read more »
Yazzy yuh know yuh bring de energy, lol
Going to shower…may be back afterwards.
Hey Yazzt Andrews was not Catholic though, lol…grow a pair of what?? where is Nunu?
Obara I thought St. Andrew was a Catholic school eenuh. Wow!
Obara grow a pair a balls! Yuh know weh mi mean man. Have more backbone. More spine…. toughen up.
Nunu boooo! Hurry come sis!
Ty miss ya more. It’s been cray but I’m getting back to a more relaxed schedule again so I should be here more again… unuh know how it set!
Shout out to St. Andrew high! Holy childhood, Immaculate and all the catholic all girls schools of Jamaica!
lol…shout out to all basic schools a country!
Obara sorry mi skull school yesideh but Jah know seh when a peep and see di amount a material mi splurt out falleeeteee!
A cudnt manage. Mi affi guh undertake one nex time! 😀
Good night sweetie O. Hotep! Night all my sweeties. Hotep! Sorry I’m late! Obara yuh tun master thespian! (LOL) Angelina nuh hab nada pan yuh babygirl! Nada! Your legacy nuff! Plz to include wicked wicked book shella!! Shell out book in a day! Chuss mi yuh bad! Thanks for the post. I certainly loved it as usual. Thinking about our legacy is very important for it shapes the the way we live. I want my legacy to be a mom. I pray I will be someday! I feel I have already touched many lives in my short time here thru… Read more »
I doubt you need to grow a pair, lolol…yu fierce right here.
It’s something a need to do. I need that balance man. Mi wah ppl seh “damn di katty SWEET nuh backfoot but is a pitbull dat if yuh get she cross! She passionate bad but she aint to be fuxxed wit” 😀
Quint & bubble yazzy, quiny n bubble…lolololol
Cami I done have quint and bubbling pan lock! 😀 Aldoa cobweb soon tek ova! LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO Obara yuh hear dem ya sumting ere!
yup, harvest wid bay fruits, lol
Because a town…a country everything reach up a halter…except animals, lol
Cami yuh was a bad brute, lol!
lol…you ever went to ‘harvest’ when you likkle?
legacy baby! LEGACY! making sure to work on the “BAD” part, lolol
Hey Kia, why him kill him self? OMG, so sad!
Cami as a master THESPIAN, I had to make the play my own!
Idk O she said the whole family uoset. Is her cuz baby son *tears** i feel bad for them
I had a close step family do that in the house shed. I didn’t go to any of the gatherings nor funeral because me spirit told me not to attend.
Manners: Hi Kia, lol. Yazzy too even if you come late.
I hated plays if I didn’t get the part I want. I loved getting the strips of paper to study my lines at christmas time…only time I liked church along with harvest in Jamaica.
Night Obara Cami Ty Courtney love n light
I want leave a hot gal legacy yep hot gal a hot gal sweet like honey lol
My fren shared with me tonight that her likkle cousion 22 committed suicide last week, now what type legacy is he leaving?
Hey Kia, my condolences to that family…he will have to relive that life and relearn those lessons…
I am off to bed, tiredness deh pon mi,.. I will see you all in the morning…
Night Ty yes i thought that too… sleep well dear
Poor Ty…go have pleasant dreams and have a great day in the morrows.
greung Ty, mi ah try get whey offa de wheel tuh, lolol bout mi ah mAaster THESPIAN!, LMO
yu a truvle…mek yu change up de people dem play?
On this journey, I am trying to connect with my higher self in a meaningful way…. I know we only shed our physical body and make transitions to other forms and go to other planes….
I want this trip to count…I would love to ascend on the wheel and get off the wheel…
Obara, maybe that will be your legacy, to elevate people on this realm and get them off the wheel…
I’m on a tek it easy journey this trip.
I am happy that you continued to share, learn, and teach Obara….we love you for it….
I cannot sing, or act….lol…I however admire anyone who can…
40 acres and ah mule, grung, lmaooooooo.Ty yuh lan mi ah duttie!
She’s Yw legacy and mother of his living legacies, so yu expect to stay off the grung?! lol Dem is a trip, lol. Hey Ty!
I so enjoy all of you, my spiritual family…
Yazzy, Nunu we miss you…. I miss you my sisters…roll in…I know work getting busy now…holiday a come, so money haffi mek…sending love and light….
Good night family, work was busy today, did not get to peep…just finished reading …as usual, really good post Obara…
I hope my legacy is that I lived, loved, and will be missed…
bunch ah made up hoodwink, BS Cami, bull crap!
Mind how you say Hood Wink…lolol The Monks wore hoods and winked when telling the tales, lol….just a little Yw humor, lol
Good night everybody
Good night Courtney.
Hey Courtney, what type of person was that pastor man who died in the plane crash?
He was a religious icon in the Bahamas and throughout the world. He was a great speaker and very influential in the country . I told obara that I believe something was untoward about the death
Very” untoward” because hitting that crane on an approach is bizarre.
Exactly and it we have so much going on in the country right now. He just spent a month in south africa
May want to side eye who comes next.
ain’t all hat already paid for by the BLOOD?
But Cami can you help me explain, if Jesus died for human beings sin, why dey worried about Hell?
I want to know why the said sins de bout, along with the fact that those said sins ramp up to even worst sins.
How about the story that saddom and gomorrah was destroyed…yet the deviance from the destroyed is also in existence today…me can’t answer no Christian story questions, lolol
for real Cami, the Romans killed their Christ, Jews brought charges against said Jew Jesus and he died for their sins, that was a good thing he did for them, (not I, I ain’t Christian), but good often times comes out of evil, many cannot see the flip side of the coin, lol, SHOULDN’T Judas be Saint Judas?
Many just refuse to examine the bad to see the good.
Good point…often we claim only the things that suit us and not recognize the other parts that got us the said result…
oonuh nuh si sey all Nunu run whey, she neve miss school i two days yet, oonuh ah dwindle dung, but mi nh go no whey until God sey suh, lmaooooo….smh! o ma se oooo!
Nunu he did say she on the road at one point.
Obara, I’m glad you kept it honest and said that even the wicked plays a part. It is unreasonable to think that all legacy must be in being “goody two shoes”….good alone can’t rule the world.
Mawnin MYH, she know how fi navigate har self round Lisa Hanna nana doe , ole bull dagga!!
My legacy as I stated earlier would be what people want to remember. I (GIANT “I”) want to have a legacy of being an educated bad girl, bad ass lover and a great aunt. If I have a child then that will be my living legacy. Why? Because even in death I want the living to know that I wasn’t a fool nor was I a spineless human being and to have those that I’ve bedded to smile when they think of me. I want me niece and nephew (maybe an offspring) to build off of what I left for… Read more »
Ah love it Cami
lolol…so far you have a legacy of being a badass hairdresser…now yu a badass reada oman not to be mess with…bad gal in all aspects, lolol
I have said it often Cami, they say Adolf Hitler was a bad man but because of what he did the European Jews now have a country called Israel although it is stolen land and are being given 21 billion dollars every year by America and Europe, they should call him a national hero!
All now we black ain’t got shit for the African holocaust which was worse that what these imposters a got’
Interesting points, lol
Not even do 40 acres and a mule dem promise we, we get…
Yes Cami, they were my fathers friends, sugar, John Holt, Tony Tuff, Barry Brown was my fathers friend also, I told my dad that he died the other day, that had not seen each other for a while
I forgot yu did live next to big yard to…so a nuff man n man come through. Pops may a reminisce on those bigheads him and Mr. Holt use to bun, lol
Mi ah tell yuh, lol
Merl wan two box, ah kick an one thump, and I do not promote violence, de beating ah juss fi wake har up!
I’ll promote it for you…I would kidnap her baxside and have her debit and charge out all the funeral expenses and have her miss it because of the concussion she would get after she finish paying the expenses. I’m one a those sister wives she wouldn’t want to deal with..DWRLN! See this is a reason for poly, lol
MY FATHER AND JOHN HOLT WERE FRIENDS, i KNEW HIM AS A LITTLE GIRL, AND HIM EVA RED, LOL, I never know of Merle, but women love guh deh wid entertainer, and tek dem shit, Sugar him did have one whole heap ah dem who considered themselves as sister wives, but the real wife and him lef many moons ago, him nay waan sign de divorce paper however, ah guess he should have since MTH said she dissed him/ Nuff ah so called wives were groupies, and dem know sey entertainers swing dem dicks like a suicide man hanging by… Read more »
I need some emojicons to express my drop dead moments on here!
“Nuff ah so called wives were groupies, and dem know sey entertainers swing dem dicks like a suicide man hanging by a rope!”
…then they turn wife with attitudes stinker than then “a suicide man hanging by a rope!”
lol, yu meet one of Jamaica’s legend from yu likkle…go dey, But him met you who already a set legendary inna works, lol
How did Sugar’s wife try to disrespect him MTH, because me certain dat dem did not deh fi ah while, he did not want to give her de divorce, she hated him wid a passion, so dat ooda wicked fi she do dat, aldoe she ah wicked Allegedly!, a him did have a reason fi noh waan noh teet, lololololo…oonuh nuh ask mi nutten!
me need a fill in pon dis yah drama yah! lol I thought it was “Suga” from de Trevor saga ooo
Men, respect your household. Drama is never cute.
Alright Cami, mi get it sey yu might gane sleep. Last week,I mentioned why would a woman stay with a man, in the face of numerous buns. Anyhows, I read inthe Sunday Gleaner that John Holt’s Funeral is on pause and in the coming days, ‘we’ John public will get moe info.Only just heard that his wife, in holding onto the cheddar and nuh waan sen on cause shi upset sey John had many ‘outside’ chillvren. My question, is if she never had the strength/courage to leave him why humilate him in death. John was a private man…My thoughts is… Read more »
True MTH. I never heard of the Holt wife singing any music so she can’t use the man earnings to deprive him of a funeral. His legacy states that he is and will be a Musical Genius in his genre of craft and held to such esteem by his country of birth and beyond…no wife can stop that Legacy.
Cami mi gal, since a me an yu one numo dey yah, mek wi reason…Yu game? Mi love pick yu brains….
Cami, a wey duh yu suh man, mi ova here suh a wait pan yu an not a you, so mi guh ova di edda post an a hail yu up an yu come ova here suh…Me one a talk to miself. Coolie girl, yu good? Cami, loow Teach alone nuh…Yu mek shi a check harself everytime shi a duh intro now, look wey yu juss write (LOL, nuh trace mi a fun mi a run wid yu). Cami, mi know sey yu powers strong, but work yu magic mek Teach write bout Pip nuh. Come to think of it,… Read more »
lolol…me nah trouble O a tall. But the other post lonnnnng till me a figure out how fi approach it. Pip is emotional so I can’t do any touting on it…me want read it when me energy level, like now.
My legacy will be whatever individuals will want to remember about me.
“This is a short post, I exhausted you all by the post on Knowing The Higher Worlds-By Rudolph Steiner which I posted yesterday”
lOLOLOLOLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLll Yu honest, lol
I want my legacy to be someone who cared, someone who made a difference, someone who inspired, transformed and gave my all, all the time.
Teach, thank you for this post. It is timely and just what I needed. Just this morning my mind ran on a former best friend of mine. We were really close at one point. This morning I just kept thinking about her and decided to give her a call. She was surprised to hear from me. I just thanked her for being a good friend (when we were friends). I asked about life, children, job etc. While on the outside, she seems to have the perfect life, house, garden, backyard (LOL), she was not ok, she was hurting and I… Read more »