June 17, 2014 Obara Meji 125Comment

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I thought to include this post with the re -posting of  The Power of Tears when in pain and distress , but I saw that it was too long and I did not want to test your attention span, so I made two posts instead which are in support of each other, it is the aforementioned post which made me write this one today, so take a little walk with me way back then, at a time when I thought I was alone and had no one.

Last night I sat by myself reminiscing of times gone by. I get that way sometimes, when I go off in thoughts remembering when I was younger and what I went through whether happy or sad, I believe we all do. Time has sped up very fast, because it seems to me that it was just yesterday that I was a child, and although I am grown and have my children, (possibly still rummaging around for one more, maybe), I still feel as if I am in my teens, and as I wondered about myself, I wondered about that feeling which is almost embarrassing for me to admit, but I do not feel my age, this may be a good thing. Last night as I went into deep thought,I realized that having a child when I myself was a child meant that I had to grow up fast. This may be the answer to me being stuck mentally in my teenage years, and if so, then it is quite alright, because as the saying goes, “You are as young as you feel”.

I opened the computer and looked through some of my old posts and I saw some very good ones, that I could not believe I had written, but as I read the stories over and knew it to be my own experiences there was no doubt as to who was the author. This particular story, brought me back to a time in my life when I didn’t know what to do or what was to happen to me and my children. The Wicked Baby Father, had gone about his business, and I was left with the children by myself with no way to earn or look after them and so the two younger ones were taken to Jamaica by the wonderful nanny. God Bless that Woman. It seemed to me as if the whole town rejoiced over my hurt, this may not be so, but while I went through this very painful time in my life, nobody, no one at all sought to comfort me in my distress. Looking back at it now, it didn’t bother me as much then, my mind went into survival mode. I had no time to feel sorry for myself, because I was too busy in my mind trying to figure out how I was going to survive. I had this huge apartment with a hefty rent attached, and four children to care for.

The wicked man had already showed that HE was not going to help us. He never looked back at us when he went through the door, and most of this was at the urging of his mother who had developed a resentment against me after he had come from prison and given me a hair salon, A big beautiful one. I was young and naive and thought that the woman and her set of she devil daughters, and the one day soon to be serial killer son,( maybe), which was her youngest son, would like me, but no such thing. The mother would come to my house and run her fingers along my furniture, checking for dust, also she and her devil daughters would come to my house once per week and pick up my small son clothes for them to wash, I wasn’t good enough, this is the first grandchild for the wicked mother in law and nephew of the sister of the wicked man who was their favorite. They, the family believed that the son had spent too much of his money on me (the Shop) and it seemed the whole town thought so also, because I was the target of everyone’s hate. If there were any quarrel between the wicked man and myself, he would complain to his mother (mamas boy) about me, she would call my mother and both of them would abuse me on the telephone together.

Often times my own mother would call and be on their side when they all came down on me. I had no one! There was even a time when I was so mentally beaten down by these people, that I dropped everything I picked up. I trembled all day everyday and my customers had to hold me up as I took them to the washing station to wash their hair. I remember going to my mothers house and wishing that she would hug me, I just needed a hug, I never asked and it never came. During those times the women (his women) would come to my shop, never inside, in cars out side, screaming and shouting that they were here to take him from me, and there was nothing I could do about it. They never approached me physically, because by now and with all the abuse that I was taking from everyone, I had learned to defend myself, with a bat, and I took it to them, so many of them had heard that I was not afraid to fight and so phone stalking, cussing from afar and Obeah became their tool against me. The years with that man was the most horrible, but the children that we produced are the kindest sweetest, most loving children, even the one who got too big for his breeches the other day. While he alone showed some of the fathers behavior he has since recovered, for the most part. My oldest child, my first girl is also my rock and my strength, my shield and protector. When my girls received initiation the other day, an Iyanifa looked through the oracle of my youngest girl, and then up at me, and said “You born your children in your own club, it is good that you brought them for initiation” .

I knew what she meant and immediately tears rushed to my eyes at the revelation. In this world my children are all I have. I have no other blood family but my children. So when the Iyanifa told me this during my daughters Osun initiation, I realized that I made a pact with my Egbe (astral mates) and theirs, to protect them and not let them suffer as I did. At sometime during my ordeal with my parents (as I grew) and the wicked man and his family, I traveled to the realm, in spirit and had a meeting with the elders there to spare my children from these Devils in human flesh who live in this world among us. As my children grew, they stayed close to me and friends passed them by, they did not have friends like other young people, they just plain and simple kept close to home and to me, no hanging out, parties, drinking or smoking, no bad behavior. This is a great achievement for a single mom who had NO help but from God, non-physical beings and my Nanny. They will have to receive an initiation into Egbe to release them of this pact which I had made for their protection, but the time is right now and they will be ok. I have made sure of it.

I am sorry, I did not mean to babble, but this is what happens when I remember these times and these people. Horrible people. Just in case you were wondering, no, I was never the aggressor in any of this. I never provoked any of these people. I never showed off to any of his family, the mother of this wicked man was just as wicked as he and perhaps the father, as quiet as he was. They all saw a girl, who had no one, or so they thought. My mother never stood up for me and neither did any of my family, so they all came down on me, But they had no idea, neither did I, that I had the biggest and the greatest support of my guides, my Ori (head, inner consciousness), my ancestors, God, my Orishas, all non-physical beings. When I cried out to God over the distress, pain, shame and sorrow that I was going through, especially when my mother would not help me, I was heard, but I knew it not. Help was to come, but I never knew, I thought God had forgotten me, yet I never quarreled with him. All that I went through made me who I am. My son told me that the grandmother is on her last legs, he is the only one who at times will talk to that side of their family, and my younger son has a cousin his same age who he seems close to.

I prayed for her and I am still praying. I know I said “cuss your enemies”, but now that I am older and a bit wiser, I realize she was no enemy, she was a great friend. All of them were great friends to me even though they were wicked and my tormentors, and THEY never knew.  In the physical world it may seem that they were my great enemies, it had certainly seem that way to me as I went through it, but in the realm of spirit, I chose this life, therefore I chose these group of people, including my mother to come to this realm and treat me as such, so that I could find my way. They helped me find my path. I did not know it then, but I do now. They all played a role into the life of Obara Meji, unknown to them. This is how I look at it now, this is my truth. Granted, they may all have been wicked innately, but their wickedness assisted me. Below this post is a story of one of my experiences with my tormentors, but my help came from God quickly and amid sorrow and pain, I still had compassion!…

It will be one post today, I realize that when I make more than one post, there is no focus on them all, so I will go back into writing one per day. Let me know if you all agree.  The post below is a re-post.

Ẹyìn tí yóò di epo, yóò tọ́ iná wò. /
A palm nut that would become palm oil would need to have a taste of fire….Yoruba Proverb! 

[No pain, no gain]

All religions are valid as long as it teaches peace and love…Obara Meji!

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[…] Whatever they say manifest and even their thoughts (usually when extremely upset or even crying) read here, have to power to kill and destroy. Yet they do not know […]

MTH
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I have an admirer? How cool!!! LOL Obara mi a happen…

Obara meji
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Obara meji

Long time, lol

MTH
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Teach, can you please help me understand this dream:
This morning (in the 2 o’clock bells) I dreamt that my friend, my very good male friend. He was the one who introduced me to my daughter’s father (who happens to be his uncle). I dreamt that I was asleep in my childhood bed and he came over me in my sleep and started kissing me (I have never had any sexual feelings towards this guy, we were just friends and would never mix up our friendship with anything else). I just up and startedpushing him off him, and he said something to the effect ‘shame on you man, yu tink mi a suh have sex wid yu? I am just channelling some love in you’. It was like I was above looking down on him. He had on a black & white checkered sports jacket.

While he was there sending me some love, my mother and big sister walked in and they were not amused. They were asking if the guy wasn’t my daughter’s father’s nephew…He told them that he wasn’t doing ‘anything’. He just wanted to give me some love. He took out a big ring and placed it on my finger. However the ring was greenish, greyish-blackish.

After I awoke I was shocked and the radio was playing some classic Lionel Ritchie songs, and I was just consumed by the ‘love’ I was feeling. It seemed the weight of the world lifted off me.

Obara meji
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Obara meji

Be careful of betrayal and you have an unattainable admirer listing after you secretly, may be yuh gay fren

NuNu
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NuNu

Mi seh kia! A dat mi shoulda did duh tge google translate. Obara presence definitely here, I have to get the camphor because it start all open and lock door pon wi een ya. While my mother was doing her morning prayers shi tell mi that the door turn click and open breeze cyaan duh dat. Then mi and di mumzy were down stairs wi guh upstairs tgen shi seh watch ya di door lock, then shi seh it lock from the inside. Lucky I keep a key to her room suh mi haffi open it with the key.

kiabubblez
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kiabubblez

Nunu hahaha mi seh i have an experience yesterday at the botanica. next hun google translate it works lol

AMH share a little something a great person told me today…We are Family! we must pray and encourage each other plus share our experiences. Glad we are all feeling the love. I too have had peaceful feelings these last couple days.

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Thank you kiabubblez, I am so grateful for all of you and that we can all share this bond.

MTH
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AMH one for all, all for 1.

AMH
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Thank you so much for including us in your prayers.
Everyday this week something has happened to me that humbled me to tears. This morning I thought to myself how wonderful to know that by putting out good these good things were coming my way.
Thank you all so much for the encouragement and teaching to turn my thoughts around and keep them on the right track.

MTH
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hehehehe!!!! Camphour balls are the ones they used to put in the barrel. Yu neva u-drally get barrel from farrin?

NuNu
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NuNu

Mi seh mi shame a mi self M! How mi fi nuh know camphor!

NuNu
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NuNu

I went to the Spanish store yesterday, asked for the camphor ball, the lady behind the counter didn’t quite understand me so I described to her what I wanted she gave me the package, mi feel nice now yuh nuh, reach a mi yaad mi mother open it and seh these aren’t camphor balls they are menthol, mi bex ie si

NuNu
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NuNu

Mi deh yah M, Thanks fi di prayer mumz mi sleep suh nice last night fi di fuss in a long time. Mi deh yah deh work pon mi altar. How it sound like Eshu sen’ yuh some love cause mi tink seh black\white checkered colours are Eshu mi nuh syre bout the ring. Teach wi sort da dream ya.

MTH
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Morning Nunu..How yu duh?

NuNu
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NuNu

Goood morning fam!!

MTH
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Dream De-Coders here is my dream:-

This morning (in the 2 o’clock bells) I dreamt that my friend, my very good male friend. He was the one who introduced me to my daughter’s father (who happens to be his uncle). I dreamt that I was asleep in my childhood bed and he came over me in my sleep and started kissing me (I have never had any sexual feelings towards this guy, we were just friends and would never mix up our friendship with anything else). I just up and startedpushing him off him, and he said something to the effect ‘shame on you man, yu tink mi a suh have sex wid yu? I am just channelling some love in you’. It was like I was above looking down on him. He had on a black & white checkered sports jacket.

While he was there sending me some love, my mother and big sister walked in and they were not amused. They were asking if the guy wasn’t my daughter’s father’s nephew…He told them that he wasn’t doing ‘anything’. He just wanted to give me some love. He took out a big ring and placed it on my finger. However the ring was greenish, greyish-blackish.

AfterI awoke I was shocked and the radio was playing some classic Lionel Ritchie and I was just comsumed by the ‘love’ I was feeling. It seemed the weight of the world lifted off me.

kiabubblez
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kiabubblez

We are? didn’t know. thanks for sharing. *smile* yes M it makes a difference to speak positivity. Mi nuh like negative ppl eno all wen di glass half full it betta dan nutn

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Bubblez, I plan to clean Friday evening as we travelling Friday night. I want to do minimum work so I can perserve my little energy. Nowadays, I try only to speak positive things over people lives. My niece when she gives me trouble I would say hey big head gal or something. Nowadays I say you lawyer gal, yu can bother me..Then that makes her laugh and we good again…

kiabubblez
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kiabubblez

The spoken word is powerful…yes it is M. Usually say my embracing family. im try work my way to saying each an every name. im have to write them down causen seh smh lol

Yes, M think i’ll watch bare world cup n wipe my floors. with minimum distractions we’ll have more time to pray n meditate.

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Obara meji

Mine tuh, lol

MTH
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Donna recently I found this chapter in the bible the last chapter in Job. It says when Job blessed his friends, God blessed Job and gave him double for his troubles.

I found it to be true last night…I made sure startedmy prayer early so I could pray for everyone everything…I woke up minutes to 3am and a piece a love that enveloped me…I know it was the prayers of the others especially Ty, sending love and light…The spoken word is powerful.

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Morning Obara and everyone, MTH thank you so much for including me and all of us in prayers i really appreciate that …. Thankyou

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Bubblez wad up??? Mi look pan it the more the sacrifice the greater the reward…All mi a guh duh a juss watch bare world cup and brush mi teet.

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kiabubblez

DWL MTH n Maniac bare joke ina di morning I like it!!! Maniac yu si di man too Mi sehhhhhh him flash him locks lol Peace n blessing my family Im excited for the fast. Saturday may be ruff still…

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Lata Maniac, mi wi drink your share a di rum…Mi a rinse a Buju & Beres Hammond..

Maniac
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Maniac

Yuh deh pon a roll man MTH lol. Anyway peeps, gotta run. Laugh and learn.

MTH
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“Wi gi dem a square is a acre dem tek’…Guh chew Buju Banton….Mi feel nice like pickney pan holiday….Run chune mi selecta…Run in TY, wid did cess… and di (JB)rum

Ty
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mi father have one old chulum pipe too…di one wey you put water into..

MTH
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Mi waan back some money from the Ghana people dem…Dem Obeah man sey dem cudden loose and him obeah smady and dem team lose to USA. Dem again USA people know bout to…

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Maniac

MTH nuh badda kill mi off een yah tiddeh. Mi sey when mi watch di match an si one particular man eena him getup mi sey to misself ‘yes dee, him well bring di juju’, so when mi si sey US win mi sey ‘hmmm, guess di bigga juju tell’ 🙁

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Maniac is one such name. Lol (I pronounced Nunu’s brother’s name kog). LOL

Maniac
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Thanks for the prayers MTH. Mi did feel kinda miserable inna mi soul when mi reach home last night, but mi fine one yellow candle and light it (dis candle ting ah rub off pon mi like wow), plus wid your prayers, mi get up feeling much better this morning

Mi rooting for the same teams btw. Mek wi si what going happen

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Lol… Mi nuh wrong har still, causen sey!!! somma dem name ere not normal at all dwl

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Oh mekmigi unno dah one here quick & fast…Last night my daughter and I were praying. Then I started pray for everyone on this blog…I was naming everyone individually…Obara, Maniac, Ty, Donna, Cas, Yazzi, Cami….Then I wenton Nunu, Cgoh (heard a little clear throat from my daughter) then I called out AMH, KayM then I said YW my daughter apparently couldn’t take it any more, she said ‘mommy these people dont have better names? YW, YW can somebody really name YW? I told her don’t you ever disturb my prayers again and told her God knew exactly who they were…

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Maniac

Good Morningggggggg
I am here and thankful for another beautiful day. Have to step out shortly, but mi juss ah bless up everybody before mi cut

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I decree and declare that today will be a good day. There isso much majesty in the universe.

Today promises to be exciting for the World Cup fans. The three matches slated for today are:-

Australia v Netherlands (11 a.m. Ja time) I choose Netherlands to win
Spain v Chile (2 pm. Ja time) Spain is my pick
Cameroon v Croatia (5 pm Ja. time) Cameroon I give the nod.

Ty, Nunu wey unno sey (a doan hear peep outta Nunu since Ivory Coast play)…

kiabubblez
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kiabubblez

Ok soon email yu

kiabubblez
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kiabubblez

Morning good people peace n blessings each an everyone. step with your head held high for you are a child of GOD… ASE

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Pleasant good morning to everyone…morning my wonderful, enlightened teacher…family unno dun know mi love each and everyone of unno…

Today as we look outside at the sky give an extra thanks to the MOST HIGH for another day…we are so blessed and do not even know…May your spirits be lifted today and your love and light shine today…step with your head held high for you are a child of GOD…

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Good morning everyone a lot of love peace and blessing your way much love to all.

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Tonks Ty.

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Hi MTH good morning sweetie

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Its 3:53am. I’m having a wonderful experience…I’m feeling a lot of love pouring into my being…Thanks Ty for your conscious, repetitive saying ‘sending love and light’. Thanks everyone who has sent love my way…I’m feeling the love. My heart has healed. My heart stayed broken from 2012…What a feeling of release, hope and joy…

Thanks Obara for this space…(And yes mi dream).

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Obara, just nu too long wake and my radio is rinsing some Lionel Ritchie…The songs are melting my heart. Me feel in love. I feel complete. Getting my mind and body right. It the process my heart is mellowing too.

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Morning anyone up?

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Morning Mth…we dun love u long time…hugs…

Cas
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Good morning Ty

toy7318
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Despite all of this negative, Obara you managed it and look at your wonderful children. You are such a blessing!

Cas
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Good morning toy7318

Maniac
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Maniac

Late as ujual, but count me in… Shame fi sey mi neva last too long but ennytime mi get too hungry ah problems fi mi, so please doan bex wid mi… I promise to try

NuNu
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NuNu

Mi kinda late but sign mi up for the fast as well, di mumz joining us but shi doing 6 to 12

Obara meji
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Obara meji

Big up yuh self Partor M, yuh draw our Donna, dat nuh easy fi do! Lol

MTH
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Ty, Saturday will be a challenge for me, since I will be at home. I want to see how well I do. With the schedule, people can still pray for the assigned topic…

Dem girls mussi busy shopping, shopping, shopping…

NuNu
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NuNu

M, howdy!

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Hello NuNu good morning Hun

Cas
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Count me in too.What time it start and end MTH

NuNu
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NuNu

Big up Cas!

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Obara meji

You are welcome Ty, but your thanks is to your Ori , your head for leading you here

Obara meji
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Obara meji

No problems nuns

Obara meji
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Obara meji

Other than god our Ori is our greatest divinity

Ty
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I will give thanks…I am learning more and more to trust my ori…

Ty
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Lol…

Ty
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Haffi fast with everyone…we getting the school…

Ty
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Lol…no no… Mth ask if a roll call of all who going to fast…mi just a tell her fi count me in…

Ty
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Ok mommy O…

So true…paging yazzy, nunu, safo….we miss you all…come bless up di place

Cas
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Yazzy is in Florida everyone.

Ty
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Nice…hail up Cas…yazzy we love you…

Obara meji
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Obara meji

Choo mi know yuh ah fasting champion

Ty
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I love to fast…true, mi nah lie…

Loving meditating now…thanks to you…was making no progress before but now doing it daily…

Thank you Obara Meji…

MTH
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Howdy how unno duh? Juss a step outta di gym…I tired yu piss. Bubblez I don’t feel is the summer worker, I feel is the assistant and mi waan shi know sey mi know sey shi mell roun mi computer…Mi mek sure tell di whole a dem, MTH ramp wid pickney, but mi share dem salt ting different.

Ty mi caan wait fi si di game tomorrow. Memba sey a Thursday di fast begins, suh mek sure unno drink up unno tea and ting…Memba its preferable no sex during the period suh who fi sen on sen on…Don’t deny unno spouses. Mek wi get a head count who and who a guh fast..

Love and light (Ty yu nuh si how mi a teef wey yu style)…

Ty
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Hey Mth…mi in on the fast…will have to shorten Saturday though …

Obara meji
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Obara meji

Where is our Yazzy Nunu and safo, Ty I am coming along, de eye dem still itchy and burn but not like last week

Obara meji
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Obara meji

Ty yuh stawt before we, show off ei si!

Ty
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Thank you Kiab

kiabubblez
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kiabubblez

EveningTy hope u feel better sending u love n light

Ty
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Mth, Cameroon play tomorrow so mek we lift dem up in prayer tonight and early tommorow

Ty
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Hey lovely people…miss u all today…a little under the weather and was working…have been in and out though

Big hug and welcome to the new bloggers Trojan, Kaym, and others…hail up di peepers, broad out….

Mth, me see how di ting set…

Peace and love to everyone today…

Me nuh know if a troo mi feel sick…mi theme song today wat in my head that I singing all day is bob Marley lion of Judah…hands down one of my favorite… It kinda go with this post too…lol

Pixie
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Pixie

Thank you, Ty. I have been reading here for a long time. Hope you feel better very soon.

NuNu
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NuNu

Hi Kay

Ty
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Thank you KayM, feeling better already…thanks for the love…

Thanks everyone for everything, I love you all…

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kiabubblez

peepz i have been wanting the florida water but using rum instead. Until i could locate a botanica without ordering online due to shipping fees. Well locayed a store close to work so today im determine to get there. I call for the hours, the lady says no hablo english ooo boy i said ok close what time u close lol si 7 yu waa see mi google translate quick fast translate my list in spanish aye sah go there mi n her reading the list hitting n missing laughing cause we have language barrier but we understanding still. Then comes the money part dwl luckily her son come in from school n finish translate. I got my florida water n azul plus casacarilla (1 word she knew as i said it) i was determined n she was too!

MTH
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Bubblez last week I was printing infor from the blog as I have a folder that complie all the materials. I sent my summer worker toretrieve them from the printer and she went and was reading my stuff.

Lo and behold, I just went to the search option on top of this blog. I put it a letter an brap, all the article that I had searched for came up. Only to see a search history that I know I personally did not search for…Smaddy come a mi computer and searched for it…Yu eva si mi dying trial. Minuhknow if mi muss bex or laugh. All mi can sey smaddy dey watch me and goodly all a peep out baxide to…

kiabubblez
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kiabubblez

Hahaha dwl yesssssss dem a peep!!! all are welcome here…mi memba di summa worker wad reading. Yu tink a shi or next coworker?

kiabubblez
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kiabubblez

M tell di joke nuh lol i have something to share also

MTH
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Cas here is my secret…I make sure that the place is spotless (as clean as you can make it). I put water on the altar, I change the water under my bed as close to every day as possible. I also put a bottle of water behind as many doors as possible. I recently became a fan of Florida Water so I splash out. (If you dont have the Florida Water, no problem). I

Cas
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Ohhh ok ,I get it …I will do that thank u for your secret . Much much love your way MTH thank again

MTH
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It is sure interesting being me…Who want a joke???

MTH
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KayM makes me so happy that I am actually looking forward to the fast…

Cas, did you see my comment to you that you should NOT use salt in the water under your bed for the dreams…Each day I am learning more and more..

Did we not pray that peepers will come forward? It is happening…Within the last week we officially welcomed Cgoh, Yw, AMH, KayM and Trojan…Can’t wait for the next round of fasting…

Cas
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Ok MTH thank you didn’t see it .so just water right

Pixie
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Pixie

Beautifully written as always though it made me well up with tears. I myself always believed that we must all go through something to get somewhere better. And for all that you have gone through Ms. Obara? I can almost imagine how utterly beautiful a future you have.
You are truly greater than you know!

Maniac
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Maniac

Obara,
Is it such a good thing to cut all ties with family? I ask because I really feel like cutting off mine so bad, but then I think ‘is this the right thing? or do I continue just tolerating them?

cas
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trust me sometime I feel like doing the same thing because what’s the point of having family when you’re all alone you know.they just not not not good they are the worst people I’ve ever met in my life family’s but like what obara said we choose them

cas
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good evening abara maji,ty and mth ,good evening to those whom name that I did not mention.I have not been on this post because I was trying to figure out some stuff in my life and sorting out my life it has been a rough couple of days.Reading this blog…. U are right mummy abara because you can’t tell me a not 18

AMH
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Thank you for sharing Obara. Your story really hits home.

MTH
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Cami tormentors do not take vacations my dear..You just have to know how to beat them at their games….

MTH
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Obara, I thank God you went through these hard times, beacuse for this you have become stronger and more compassionate…If you did not go through this, I know you would not be the person you are today. Youhave become our rock and a shoulder to cry on…You are so many different things to many people. Ase…

kiabubblez
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kiabubblez

*sigh* as i sat an read this post it brought tears to my eyes. it hurt to read this Obara it hurt to read that such a lovely woman could be treated so horrible. i pray for you today an always…you never realized your strength but yu are soo strong O…let me finish read

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Cami

Mommy Obara, blessings rain up those whom are earthly guardians of souls.

I only wish the tormentors would take vacations/time off in my life…lol.

Obara meji
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Obara meji

Yes, Ty I chose a good head, My ORI, it was rough but I did not see devastation, no rape, molestation, none of that, I chose a life with some hardships which led me to my path and I also chose to go through these things therefore relieving my children of that journey, they were to be born to a mom who was on becoming awaken and once she was, then she would gently awaken them as I am doing my part to awaken you here, some of you have already arrived here on this blog awake or on becoming awake and I am blessed to have the opportunity to use my incredible life to assist. I hold no grudge against these people even the wicked baby father because I know now the roles I chose for them to play in my life! They deserved an Oscar!

Obara meji
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Obara meji

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Ty
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It took me a long time to get this concept…years…because I was hurt and human…once I got it though, it made everything so much better…

We learn from everyone and we learn that our path is one of learning…

I am greatful for this blog and for you Obara…Thanks again…

Your children are truly blessed to have you as a mother…

Ty
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Hey everyone…retrospection and introspection us truly healing…it also allows you to see your strengths, weaknesses and know your true self..

Thanks Obara for sharing your story… I knw when you look back, even though it was a tough time for you, you are proud of how you handled it…you took the harder way but the better way…

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Hello ty

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