In my postings I have never hidden the fact that I was a fearful child. I worried a lot and wondered most often of death and that “Final” moment. As a child I would sometimes look at my mother and burst out bawling at the thought of death taking her away from me. I thought she was old, (children usually think grown up’s were old, my mother was perhaps in her late twenties, early thirties then) and death was near. The thought of this would make me sad for days on end, until she reassured me that she would be ok.
Through out my life I paid much attention to my fears (which were often imagined), which seemed like a creepy old guy with a scathly look, and beady black eyes with gnarly fingers, and a wicked smirk, who walked behind me all the time, like a heavy black cloak that hung around me all the time, pointing out things to me that I usually would not even have thought about. I would be walking from school and all of a sudden, weird guy would just pop up out of nowhere and whisper in my ears, “look at this or look at that, did you know this or did you know that?.
Often times I would swat him of with a quick flip of my hand, and he would withdraw for a while, standing and watching as I walked briskly off, but he would find some way to come back, he had no shame, and was determined. There came a time when he began to have influence over me, yes he did. I had become vulnerable, this was during the time when my mother had withdrew her love for me and was not being kind to me.
He first came as comforter and friend, oh yes he was deceptive, that is his character, and as I relaxed and leaned into his false warmth, he gained control over me for a while, so much that he brought his wife, depression along. This scowly, daunting looking woman, who never smiled or had a good thought. She entered my life with dark clothing, and a sour smell and she insisted in staying for a while, although I protested at her coming, she never smiled instead she wore a scowl like a crown, she hated everyone and I hated her.
They lived with me for a while and the two of them brought their children, anxiety and panic attacks. These were the worst, and they taunted me often, they had me in their grips for a little while, refusing to go and refusing to release me. They dared me to tell anyone that I had first entertain them and that was how they all moved in. It was my fault. I had allowed them to come and now I had no idea how to remove them out of my life, and I was too fearful to tell anyone what I was going through with them for fear that people would think I was weird, mad even. I cried every day and night, and while I cried and became even more sad day by day, they grew stronger, and stronger.
They jeered and mocked me and told me that I was weak, and crazy, they told me I was good for nothing and that I was a fool. They told me nobody loved me and God was not real,for where was he as they tortured me, and if he were real, he did not love me as well. They had a strong hold over me and I feared that they would never go, The created a lot of bangarang at nights, so much that I could not sleep. I felt like a crackhead, without the crack. I was jittery, and my fingernails became my food. They cheered me on as I bit and chewed on my nails, and urged me not to eat food or even spread my bed.
I felt as if I fallen into a deep empty well with no way of getting out, and no one knew I was down there. From where I was in the well I could see light, but it was so far away off, and as I screamed for help, I heard my voice echo, but no response from a single soul, I was on my own, shaken, alone and sad, and I just did not know what to do.
After a while, I decided that I would not be their prisoner anymore, something deep inside of me urged me to fight them, and so I dared to do what they taunted me and told me I couldn’t do. I began to talk. I spoke to every and anyone about them (fear, depression, anxiety and panic attacks), all which was spawned by Fear. I began to tell people how I felt, and all that I feared, and that my fear made me sad and my sadness made me anxious and I could not breath at times (panic attacks) when fear gripped me with strong hands. I had no idea, that as I spoke of them to others they began to lose their power over me, the more I shared my story, the weaker they became, they tried to regain power with threats and more, but as I took people who I had opened up to advice, in meditating and relaxing, listening to light music (chinese music helped me a lot) drink woodroot tonic and take vitamin B6 or B12, building up my strength, which they had drained from me as a vampire would his victim.
I did as recommended and found that a rope was thrown down the well for me to pull myself up and I did. It took a little while, the infestation of them around me was much, but eventually I got rid of them and to this day I have never entertained that wretched beast, Fear, again. He nor his skanky wife depression nor the devil children anxiety and panic attacks. I conquered fear. You can too. Never be afraid to talk, if you are worried, if you have no one to talk to, then hire someone. You are not crazy if you seek therapy, I have never had it, but would recommend it, (no medication however). Find a stranger (if you are private and do not want friends or family into your business), and speak to them, you will never have to see them again and it will help. Just do not entertain fear of any kind. Below is a post I wrote a while ago, please read and add your own story.
Fear The Destroyer of Lives
By Obara Meji
I was recently privy to a conversation of a man who was complaining to a woman about her behavior in their relationship and he had decided that he did not want to continue with her anymore. The woman in turn threatened the man wildly with everything that she could including witchcraft. She called onto him brimstone and fire, (as if she had the power to do that!, lol), and also threatened him with impotence through witchcraft. You would have thought that she was the mythical Lucifer’s mother, the way she acted. Trying her hardest to use fear to bend the man’s will. Hurricane Irene (Orisha Oya) Lifted her skirt tail over New York. The media scared the living daylights out of the whole city, through FEAR!, supermarkets and hardware supplies were sold out!!!……What a power this little word has!.
Fear is an evil enemy to human beings. It is fear that created racism. It is fear that breathes war!, It is fear that spews hate!, It is fear that causes religious disharmony!, It is fear why you call the spiritualist a witch, it is fear that drives ones mind mad!..Fear cripples the mind, causes confusion, stress, heartaches and pain!!!. Fear you wicked brute, I Obara Meji command you to flee!, Fear you son of a bitch!!!….I rebuke you in all that is holy and true, I place light upon your ugly face to expose you as the slime ball you are. Fear you are a criminal, and we stomp on you with heavy boots. Fear!, we fear you not!, we stand upon you and smirk, because we have conquered you!….Remove your self from the heart, mind and soul of human beings and set the world free…from the grips of your dirty hands. We have thrown down our Gauntlet and are standing up to you Fear!!!, you shall never win!!!. It is Fear that propels gossips, its is fear that sparks greed and strife. Lucifer, human beings are always cursing you, they say that you are wicked and so they cuss at you and rebuke you through fear!!!, what power they have given to you, (if you really exists, which you do not, but fear have created you and have used you to hold the inhabitants of the earth as captives), but I Obara Meji do not believe in you, so therefore I fear you not!, We learn important wisdom from proverbs!, and as you can see at the end of all my post that I always use a proverb, here are some quotes of Fear…our natural enemy!!!…always remember….There is nothing to fear than fear itself!!!….every problem has a solution…Obara Meji.!!!
Franklin D. Roosevelt….You can conquer almost any fear if you will only make up your mind to do so.
For remember, fear doesn’t exist anywhere except in the mind hence the quote, “The only thing we have to fear is fear itself,” ……
Always do what you are afraid to do.
You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you
Don’t fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things.
Fears are nothing more than states of mind
We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.
You block your dream when you allow your fear to grow bigger than your faith
Every time you win, it diminishes the fear a little bit. You never really cancel the fear of losing; you keep challenging it.
Whether you think you can or think you can’t, you’re right
We should not let our fears hold us back from pursuing our hopes.
Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood
Fear is excitement without breath.
Try a thing you haven’t done three times. Once, to get over the fear of doing it. Twice, to learn how to do it. And a third time to figure out whether you like it or not
It is better to be feared than loved, more prudent to be cruel than compassionate
Fear is a darkroom where negatives develop
There are very few monsters who warrant the fear we have of them
The surest way to prevent war is not to fear it
Apprehension, uncertainty, waiting, expectation, fear of surprise, do a patient more harm than any exertion
Great occasions do not make heroes or cowards; they simply unveil them to the eyes of men
occasions do not make heroes or cowards; they simply unveil them to the eyes of men.
He who fears something gives it power over him
Fear makes strangers of people who would be friends
Get the facts first, THEN panic
The basis of optimism is sheer terror
To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead
Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear
Fear breeds fear
The things you fear are undefeatable, not by their nature, but by your approach
Obstacles are like wild animals. They are cowards but they will bluff you if they can. If they see you are afraid of them… they are liable to spring upon you; but if you look them squarely in the eye, they will slink out of sight. ~Orison Swett Marden
If a man harbors any sort of fear, it percolates through all thinking, damages his personality and makes him a landlord to a ghost. ~Lloyd Douglas
A cat bitten once by a snake dreads even rope. ~Arab Proverb
Fear: False Evidence Appearing Real. ~Author Unknown
The wise man in the storm prays God, not for safety from danger, but for deliverance from fear. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson, Journals, 1833
Anything I’ve ever done that ultimately was worthwhile… initially scared me to death. ~Betty Bender
Check out this article;
https://www.takingcharge.csh.umn.edu/enhance-your-wellbeing/security/facing-fear/how-deal-chronic-fear-and-anxiety
A stone thrown at a bird in anger can’t kill the bird……Yoruba Proverb![Actions taken in anger seldom achieve desired results]
really Yazzy, mi lock my car door when mi si white people caws ah dem ah de real serial Killa!
Sassscrise Obara mi tripe!! LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Mi nah lie yuh… mi did wah fi seh dat but mi nuh wah di peepers dem tink mi racist cawz mi not but some a dem white ppl ya jus suh rassssssswssssseeeee mawd and wah get deported to Africa or Jamaica guh grow some balls caz when hard life lick some a dem dem mawd too raaaawwwwrse quick and tun psycho pan wi to claat! Dat neva happen to mi yet! And mi seh di fear pin mi to di car seat and mi see mi effn life flash cross mi eye! Cah dem… Read more »
Fear is a hell of a ting eenuh! It was just this Monday I was sitting in the car in a parking lot waiting for someone with my feet out of the car just thinking and observing when this car drove by and then suddenly went into reverse and backed the hell up a bit and stopped behind me and the guy swung the car door open so swiftly and opened his back door and proceeded to take something dark out and mi a tell unuh seh mi effn heart skip a backside beat deh! Mi swalla mi spit and… Read more »
Cho if we a wait fi mr flames find it (i doan waan no more mans) di whole a wi G spot aguh MIA. Psst u tink him kno waa punash fava?! I cyaa afford it fi go missing i neeeeeeeds my GSPOT
Kia Boooooooo!! I swear every time mi type yuh name it put Boooooo next … it’s cray! What’s good mami?? Hunuh a guh gwaan wid hunuh hawny self hin ya eenuh! 😀
♥♥♥♥ its alright yazzy yaz. Glad fi si yu.
Obara you did another post on fear where that author said that fear was also a vehicle that drives us or even propels us forward at times and for that an equal amount of fear is needed in our daily lives. “Healthy fear”… is there such a thing? Ie, it is the fear of failure that forces us to do our best to succeed. .. it is a fear of loneliness why we get into relationships and marry… and have partners. What’s your thought on “healthy fear” is there such a thing? Should it be expelled or expected?
TOY DE ONE YAZZY FULL AH VIBES EI SI!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, Yazzz, nuh sey suh Clitty nuh missin, sass crisse, ah G Spot, oooooooooooo, nuih sey suh, Clitty?? missing?? lawd God waht would I do??!!! oh the thought!! mi need ah nerve pilll, MEDICCCCCCC!
Mi always guaranteed a wicked piece a dutty mawkit laff when mi drop een ya! Hunuh kill mi dead is a shame! Di ppl dem mus tink wi loss wi screwz! A laff till a weak weak weak! It nuh right!!
Well, this ties in perfectly with the post cawz di tinkin bwouy fear and him frownzy harmz wife depression HATES laughter and it’s a powerful antidote warrior against them and dem tribe. Suh hunuh keep at it! A likkle fun nuh hurt nubadi!
TOY, MI NAH KNOW SEY IT AH REAL TING, MI DID TINK AH CLITTY NAME SUH, SO CLITTY WAS MI PRIDE AN JOY, TILL SMADDY PINCH MI AND TELL MI SEY CLITTY HAVE TWIN WHEY HIDE UP WAY UP IN DEH, BUT SHE HARD I FINE, MI SHOUT HAR OUT AND MI REALIZE SHE SHE NUH DEH DEH, MI SEARCH MI MEDICAL RECORD, ONLY FI FIND OUT SEY SHE EIDDA DEH DEH OR RUN WHEY, OR DE FEW MEN WHEY MI KNOW CUDDEN FIND HAR, WE DE DUTTIE BABY FADDA WAS NO GOOD, AN YAWDY YAWDY YAHHH!
lmao Obara… lmao lmao lmao. Yazzy lmao…
Toy mi watch di vid you shared and yuh mek I laff till mi choke. I hit replay a mili times!
SMADDY TELL yAZZY FI BEHAVE, AH GRUNG SHE LAN MI HARD, LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, YAZZYYYYYYYYYYYY, BEHAVE OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHA, GRUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! Obara Himagine how mi dis a come and mi get assignment already seh mi affi gug look fi missing clit! Pupa Jeeezas! Yuh is a madame eenuh… yuh deh need dat! Di man dem cyah weak widout e! Mi wi help yuh look cah dis nuh right!
Cami, yuh ah de ring leada, Toy secon and Nunu third, Kia, caws one an two an shi cut, all nung ah doe open mi mout, except fI ah look fi mi G SPOT!
Hey Obara sweetie! Hey alll my other sweeties! Happy Thursday! What a way unuh a git weh hin ya! Lawd di clit and hice cream have hunuh weak hin ya! Hunuh too bad! Halellulerrrrrrrrr! LOL! 😀 Obara I LOVE your play on words! Genius! Bwouy da germz bukit bwouy deh weh name fear and him tribe wi wreck henny badi! Yuh know how much time dem rasshole deh try mi!! but suh him and di tribe dash out pan mi mi dis dash out pan dem and evict dem claat from houtta fi mi space! Mi wah add some more… Read more »
TY, ah wha name Tanga cut, lawd God and mi deh ah wear sensible draws, no wonda mi G spot cut gone leff mi!
Obara yuh si yuh! Yuh cause all kinda chubble an den run like yuh innocent, lol,Ty mi innocent, innocent yuh know seh mi not even know what dem talking bout! Lol, Ty know di chute!! Mi an Toy innocent, mi cyaan claim Cami doe chubble dat!
I’m an INNOCENT and is me trouble making spirit you going to give a detention slip to…if you can catch har…lol Me the innocent going to relax fi Mrs. Yw club tonight 😀 😀
Lololol!!! Toy come bear mi up!!! Obara sen out Most Wanted poster! Yazzzzyyy!!! Lol
Sisssssssssta!!!! Nunu yuh deh pan di clit and hice cream hunt! Unuh to hout hof horder in ya! DETENTION fi heverybadi! Mine a set di flamboyant dude pan hunuh fi tek di mic han seh ” I don’t want manz no more!!!! Mi wi help hunuh find di missin clit!!” LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO woiiiieeeeeeee mi missin clitoris badi!
Hey Ty, dem ah galang bad in yah, all de one Toy and de Nunu she, de ring leader ah Cami, wid no behavia! mi siddung quiet from mawning, dem all ah comment unda mi name and signature!
Lmao lmao lmao. Omg lmao lmao I can’t stop. Tears!
G spot??? it look like as mi bawn fi mi G spot run gawn ah Vietnam gone fight war, it has not been seen sine mi ma push mi out, I have only heard of thsi legend, like Big Foot, is it real?! 10, 000 dollars reward fi mi G spot fi come home!
WANTED: OBARA MEJI G-SPOT!!
Murder!!! i cyaa maniji yu
De U.S. been capture it and tun it into a weapon of mass destruction…it gone left yu! Send Ice Cream duppy go look fi it…lol
Poor Nunu…. they always on your case. Lmao. Cami I can’t with you. Lmao…. The song sound good though.
Tanks yah Toy! Lol, yuh si why mi have to give out suh much detention slip! Dem unruly bad! Lol
Yes Nunu I see now. Lol. Cami test drive yes. Test drive is a must. Lmao. Obara you said your G went overseas. Lmao lmao Obara you have a reward out for her return. Lmao dead.
I mean the woman can get pleasure from her G – spot but if she marry a man that isn’t very accommodating to her needs. Then her sex life would depressing. I feel bad for those girls.
I’m glad me know bout sex and know what to expect. Imagine how unfair it is when men/boys go have sex and know what to expect and women a save it don’t know nothing but wha de man tell har fi do…lol not a backside a dat…me test drive vehicles maual and auto.
all bruk glass backle den use!
Lawd gawd smdh mi a squeeze my foot tight
NuNu Me love YU and don’t have to meet you so hear wah me a play a tune fi yu fi mek the Ice Cream duppy hear…
https://youtu.be/NgdVllwjo7Y
Lolol! Mi mumma, all song mek tuh! Mi love unoos too!!!!!
It’s a rite of passage so that the girls can marry! Wait so it’s suppose to prevent the women from “cheating” because they won’t have any sensation afterwards. Wha bout di men, what’s their right of passage? What a wickednis
NuNu, de wicked ole zut midwife dem cut it before delivery and sew it back up…and it’s repeated at each birth.
Right of passage is fi go tek hood and know what to expect, what you like, what mek you feel high and low.
Toy, yuh nuh see how God lub we, him hide it way uppa top and unda neath, all ova Africa it is done, damn wicked dem nuh waan ooman get pleasure man, mi lub Africa, but dah deh pawt deh, no sah, Clitty mi guard like jewelry, mi lub har ei si she suh quiet an doan chrubble ah soul!
Lmao lmao just like that Obara! She is very quiet. Lmao lmao
lol, Cami nuh laff man, Ice Cream relax and nice next to me and ehhhhhemmmm!
Pat him pon de head de fi me! lol
I am back. I thought Ethiopia was the only place that did female circumcision. I really feel it for those girl. It is a pity they will never the satisfaction that little thing brings.
Toy, thank goodness for youtube…you can go there and find images from different regions of Africa. It’s not something that is exclusive to a country, it’s by region or tribes.
ok thanks for that I am going to check it out
not a puss lova!
lol, mi know Nunu!
Change mind? Cami yuh memba sey Nunu same one sey she nay know what fi do wid him, so mi send fi him fi keep cli…ah mean mi company!
lolollllllllll 😀 😀
Cami, mi hope dem nuh read oba yah at all, lmaooooo, mi lub dah gal deh like wow, Clitty, sass crisse!
I have a Ragdoll. Relax and unpredictable, lolol
Cami de clitaris, dah deh bunch ah nerves whey gi ooman such ah good and happy relaxing, sweet time, ah murda mi ooda charge fah!
But si here! (hands akimbo) Nunu did rejeck de ice cream duppy, an mi tell har fi send him come since she neve know how fi put him to use wid de fruit cocktail and ice cream, now hall of ah sudden oonuh waan lay claim?? it nah guh suh!
From she pack the suitcase she change har mind and carry him wid har, lol The again, how yu can avoid an Ice Cream eating duppy? lolol
Mi did a warn dem ie nuh Obara but dem neva hear mi,lol.
Yum, Ice Cream and fruit cocktail. I am going to go mek me Royal Cherry Jello and go buy ice cream and fruit cocktail fi me weekend dessert.
Me grandma use to do grapefruit pegs, fruitcocktail with a bit of condense milk as a fruit salad and it was served chilled (bowl on top of ice, covered with a clean plate cloth).
See that description above…that is how it was done because the ICE was from my Mother’s mother house. On Saturdays my maternal grand set a big container of Ice for my paternal grandmother to collect after church to take home for the Sunday evening juice, regardless if I was at that home or not…A So we Live good.
ehhemmm!, lub as in respeck it as a part ah mi body, not love as in feel up wid mi han, mi cudden do dat, mi lub mek dumplin!
lolololllllllllllll Me nu mek dumpling! Obara! you are a bad influence…again hope the resident male stay off this topic!
https://youtu.be/uj0wPrN_Y_4
de oringinal Pinky, men oonuh cawk oonuh earz!
de ooman whey braid mi hair come from Senegal and shi sey ah sissors dem tek pop out fi har own, lawd God mi Cltaris?????de way how mi lub fi mi!
Me LOVE everything thing bout fi me…good days, bad hair days….and me will not allow nu body fi mutilate me all if I was born into that culture…me run way or kill something lonng time.
I had to watch a bunch of ethnography and one ole bat have nasty razor older than me madda a cut the likkle girls.
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2832793/Tearful-frightened-young-girls-lined-villagers-undergo-tribal-circumcision-ceremony-Kenya.html
Onu go read that. I’ll respect the traditions of different cultures IF it have communial value, but this circumcision is only beneficial to MEN!
Si Kia all a put een har orda deh! Lol
no Cami, Nunu ah romp to, she hab sense ah huma an know sey ah bay love ova yah, who cyaa tek we, cAN GWAN, she know yuh ooden do har dat, mumma, we ah loving bunch, slobbadocious wet stringy spitty, ewwwwww, kisses to alll! Muahhhhhhhhh!
Tell har fi mi deh Obara! Lolol We’re a “strange” bunch ova yah! Lolol
lol…I want her to know that I am sensitive and respect people feelings (ones that I like/love/spirit connect) so since is joke I still want her to know to just let me know if I’ve crossed boundries at any given time without thinking twice…like me care….LOLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Love yu NuNu but again, that damn ice cream duppy me love! me nu want him at all just the ice cream whey him no nahme off a!
NuNu…would never do that. I am open to any element of me disclosure on here that you find funny and would like to utilize as humor. Not pappy showing of you at all. The ice cream duppy I find hilarious and the seeing cows hilarious and the Milk character just happen to fall right in.
No liberty taking or poppy show ting a tall mumma not at all. If it is offensive or annoying then tell me (especially) to stop.
Cami, maybe di ice cream duppy ova yah deh pree an come back come tell mi when unoo deh chat mi! Lolol
lolol…try send him over to me wid some rum n raisin and another pint of butter pecan, dwln
Mi nuh like how unoo deh tek time tun mi eena pappy show! Cho!
Some grapenut mi wuda waa ice cream duppy bring fimi looool
Yes mi reach, mi hear Cami uppa top deh scandal mi lol, unoo know seh mi haffi keep eye pon unoo caws unoo wi get weh like bad dawg een yah. Somebody have to keep di orda!
lololllllllllllllllll is what kind a alarm yu have pon yu phone fi yu know we a chat yu…cow bell? lololollllllllllll
Cho Shi reach fass eeeh loool no man dis c-rus
Kia! Nuh watch mi ie nuh!
grung, nunu reach!
Howdy do people! Mi hear mi name a call
Cami, nunu harldy ah interact wid we, ah doan know wha we do har, cgoh nuh touch we back and de odda lady need,dem ah family so ah doan know rasta, ah doan know…..Nunu yuh cyaan trick we, yuh shub in yuh head and we nuh hear from yuh agen, yuh change mi nah lie ah neve know de day would come
Lol Obara yuh wan’ fi seh a fambily conspiracy! Wi juss cut an gawn!
an mi refuse to wear Bingo, I have now settled wid sensible looking draws, sensible!!…lmaooooooo!
Grung@ Cami, lolol!
or V string it is really thin. I will be back going to run a few errands.
I like the tanga cut…my fav…
Yu tan deh, Ty sense ah humo wicked, yuh tan deh deh, lmaoooo!
grung!
Yes Kia dance did nice!
hmm maybe pinky neva dead. is handsome doreen poison him wid di killa frog from Haiti mek yu appear dead lol
Nah Kia…bullet holes in me frock was visible!
Looooool Cami yu cyaa mek pinky live
Kia, according to O, Pinky g-string help end him life, lolol Infection from de elastic dem a pull him bum hair did ago do him in any way..
Yes Kia, wha we ah do bring back Pinky to life, lol
Toy, ha lie singting name wha rah T-string????…mi haffi guh try dat, caw mi love de bouybat feeling, oonuh cawk oonuh earz oooo!
hope we male resident don’t visit this post…lol
T shape string V shape string One a back and one a front….
grung Pinky i miss pinky 😀 😀 O yu tink it possible wi get sum Pip n Pinky dis weekend?! dat wudda nice dont it family 😀
Obara I am dead. I love when you say you came out your mother womb… You were born hot….traffic blockin…lmao.. Yes Obara the original hot gyal. I don’t like thongs it is to thick. I like the t-string they are very thin you forget it is there. lmao. Your friend he use to his…. lmao
Me stop wear french cut from me past me steady 98 & 132lbs…dam elastics were getting stubborn….dwln
de fuss time I wore a tong and deh pon a crowded train, mi and mi batty man fren, train did crowded and we stan up, every minute hear mi whispa “Pinky, tan up back ah mi, mi have a wedgie”, him tan up, mi try fx di sintin, him move, five minutes mi tell him again, hear him nuh afta de fifth time, “is wha, ah yuh dawta panty yuh ave on”, mi sey no, in ah whispering voice, mi ave on one tong. Pinky buss out one big batty man market ooman laugh, and sey is a permanent… Read more »
lolol…man a wear gtring and a tell yu fi seek comfort inna fi yu own………..grunggggg!
mi just doan like tongs, felt like a permanent wedgie, who wid me pon dis??
Kia, mi did love dance, see mi inna me mesh stockings an mini skirts, sass crisse!
Obara mi used luv dance wen dance was dance. hmmmmmmm dance did noice dem time deh
Toy, how yuh know suh, yes wid de spikes, mi all ave mi picture wid me inna fi mi dog colla, battyman love tun dem ooman fren dem inna eediat ei si, lmaoooo!
Obara yu a di original Dancehall Queen ina yu color color hair!!! loool
plus she have are Dog heart man along…Obara before yu rush me notice me capitalize the D in dog…lol
Courtney ah me dancehall queen si and stawt wear whit wigs, mi bawn outta mi madda belly wid mi pretty pink chimese and booty, and mi hair ketch up inna chiney bump, ah history mi mek as de fuss fashionista baby, all nung de family still talk bout it, lmaoooooo!
Whatever…me born with bells pon my booties and controversy surrounding me…so me out hot gal yu! DWLNNNNNNNNNNN
Obara did he have on the dog collar with the spikes? I know you guys had good time. lmao. Kia I didn’t know I was so skilled on the disappearing. lol
Fear was neva a factor fi mi, during mi hairdressing days, wid mi blue, wig, mi pink wig and mi yellow wif, all orange wig mi wear wid mi elvira heels boots an mi ballerina skirt, the tutu, plus de batty man fren did buy mi mi own dog colla and chain and black eyeliner, ah long time mi mad ooooo!
Obara!!!! White wigs and things I love it
Oh my…grunggg!
One time mi an one batty man fren guh dung ah de village inna Manhattan, inna mi white wig and mi green glitter lipstick, mi sey ah look good, mi fren him have on feem dawh collar and full black, lmaoooooo we was a pair!,
grung tinkin toe!!! Toy mi kno yu nah nawmal cah di magician nuh av nutin pon yu disappearing act looooooool a joke ma! I will wear it MTH n roll mi two big yeye along with you.
Slobber kisses to you too Ty!
I may be weird, but who use to eat tinking toe and when de powder yellow up yuh mouth and yuh pretend sey ah yellow lipstick, who? huh? who? anyone?? huh?
Me me…I used to do it, me did all use hibiscus and rub on my lips to make them red… And then there was the kool aid phase…
Thank you Mth.
Kia well if you are part of the es crew you couldn’t be normal
Toy, your drink is served.
Kia yu a ramp…I am dark skinned an yu fenny fi si some colour lip stick wey mi wear. Mi yeye dem big and mi love roll dem out. Suh if some body nuh sey nutten, mi just roll out mi yey pan dem.
Yes Mth… I will take drink yes. Mix me one of your best drinks. Mth in hot pink, Obara in blue, Kia you can wear the yellow lipstick it just depends on how you apply it.
Teach, this post connects with the post from yesterday. See what I wrote yesterday:-
MTH
Nov 12, 2014 @ 13:40:50
Pretty girl Toy, wad up mammy? Another quote I love Teach is
“If you are depressed you are living in the past.
If you are anxious you are living in the future.
If you are at peace you are living in the present.”
So flipping true.
Cami yu know sey yu facety under sikes. Yu sey:
Cami
Nov 13, 2014 @ 13:12:10
All the posts are great postings…today post nu different except for the information. .
I side eye that comment…me nu want NuNu and har dairy man dem come bum rush me a tall…no sir reee
yu kno i waa try the blue n yellow lipstick but tru mi fearful an nuh like shame mek mi nuh wear it. it look nice pon sum ooman den odda fava di RAT whey Cami fraid of loooooool not laughing at yu Cami cause most sane people nuh like rat. wid dem likkle scampa scampa dutty self
Toy yu kno from whey day di madness jus a creep out smh somebody tell me yesterday mi head go n come an is truuuuuu
manners n respeck peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
OK, I am passing out slobber kisses too. Dont mind my hot pink lip-stick…
MTH yu ina pink I ina retro red *mauh*
Toy, yu still up for the drink…*Singing*
I drink when I am happy,
I drink when I am sad
I drink because I am free
heck slobber spitty wet kisses for all!
Hey Ty!
I had to share the video with you all yesterday. Mth, Mrs. Winfrey need Obara on her network. Oh! yes she does. I like Iyalan but I feel she has to water herself down to appeal to the masses.
Ty mi girl, long time mi nuh si yu inna di daytime…
Dis lang time gal mi neva see yu come mek mi hol yu han
Dis lang time gal mi neva see yu come mek wi walk & talk
Peel head John Crow sit inna tree top, mek mi hol yu han gal
Mth, Christmas a come, me want mi llama….di work tun up fi di holiday…I not complaining, cause di bill dem up too…
and mi nuh fava duppy inna mi blue lipstick enuh, mi look gooooooodddddddd!!
Woieee mi glad a nuh me one numo a beg fi Pip. Teach, yu have tree people wey voice dem longing fi hear bout the lonely or hoemly girl (how di song guh again?)…
YUh gain Yw humor, yuh bugga yuh, lmaooooooo@Cami!
Why yu think me call him Bro…our humor is skewed to the LEFT! lolol
Large up family, I am here peeping, will rally back later….love and light…and wet slobber kisses to all…
TY! me know yu may get me fi de oprah/harpo jabs…lolol
One Piper coming up!
Teach mi a fight it man. Teach nuh badda mention sey yu can tidy yuself propa-propa. A you sey Brazilian hair and blue lip stick.
How yuh mean MTh and mi can dance to, lmaoooooo!
Toy, mi yu seet to how Cami is a real comedian…*Singing* Cami is all about the bass, the bass, no treble…
lolol. I have a skill for turning the truth into humor so me nu hot up feelings or to confuse, lol
Fight depression MTH, if you ever feel de duttie gal creeping in find somebody TO TALK TO, I volunteer myself ooooo! mek we fight de ole bitch!
Me ago want dem improve phone battery life!!! when me want fi chat or in the middle of chatting and the phone DIES! me bex
Cami, mi wudda waan si if Oprah wudda buss Teach. Memba Teach nuh normal enno. When Oprah si di pretty browning wid har band leg wey well bright, wey know anthropology, spirituality, humanity, thug flex and uptown runnings. Teach, well rounded.
Dang right MTH…she going to have to get juju up unda har because she and her “bosses” will attempt to undermine the genius of O and take high profit and claim rights…oprah and martha are 2 of a kind.
Obara how do you deal with Cami. She said had to re read when you brought the husband, wife , and children. lmao lmao! Ok are we going to get to read more on Piper?
TOY! yu and yestiday video was a tear jerker from laughter!
We been good so we need some Piper, yes….ooops onu don’t read into the “pipe” part to much………lololol Me have seasonal madness so onu bare wid me.
Teach thankyou for that hug and kiss. *Here I go chatting mi business again* Lately, I have been really, really depressed. I get very low at times, however when I catch myself, I (try to) quickly snap out of it.
Teach, mi naah lie, mi welcome the hug and slobber kiss.
de whole ah oonuh funny pon yah! lmaoooo!
YES, tOY, DEPRESSION WICKEDDA DAN SHE HUSBAND FEAR
(((((((HUGS)))))))), TO YOU mth, AND A SLOBBER WET KISS TOO, LOL
Obara you spoke on depression saying that didn’t want to spread your bed nor eat. Depression is something grips you, but it is all mental.
Cami, DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU?? HUG YUHSELF FI MI DEH PLEASE, AND BIF WET KISS PON YUH CHEEK, IT HAVE WET DOE, LMAOOOOOO!
Cami, mi read an a sey what a way dis ra*s man bright.Him get free lodgings and bring in him whole fambily pan di likkle girl…(Mi when know it never real-real chilvren). LOL
lol
Mi sey Toy oonuh nuh si sey Kia ah quite de hell of ah comedian…Hey baby Toy!! hey mi dawlin Nunu Hail Queen MTH!! Yuh like how mi class up de one fear him and him duttie wife and pickney dem! Here goes the rest of the trailer trash family; Everywhere duttie fear goes he not only brings with him, depression his wife, and the twins anxiety and panic attacks he also have a twin called HAtred, and some outside children their names are Manipulation Bully Predator Racist Murderer Rapist corruption boasy (she have low self esteem) you all add… Read more »
Yu gwan walk and leave ‘hate-red’ alone because it valid to me.
Ladies of ES, a very good afternoon.
*Today, I feel like I am at a Garden Party, sipping tea with my pinky finger extended* I am just soaking up the knowledge.
Teach, hold strain, never get weary in doing good. I am sure that everyday, your post touches even one person in a very remarkable way. ((((hugs))))
Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. I love this putting right in my journal. Hey Cami,Courtney, and Mth
True, Kia. But I don’t care how many quotes get created I HATE RATS and anything resembling one.
Teach, as I read the post, a thought came to me. I think you should hurry and get your book published. After the publishing of your work, you can seek out the big times aka Hollywood aka OWN (Oprah’s Network). This kind of work, deserves/demands to be shared on a wider scale. This is what Oprah/Inyanla talk about. You on the other hand, have a deeper understanding as there is so much to you. All three of you have so manyt hings in common and can reach different kinds of people. What I am sure of is that more and… Read more »
lolol…me drop a duttttttty! I wish she would because a then me will get fi know how wonderful oprah really is…
Cami you kill me every time. I love it. You are so raw and honest.
Toy…me say last week the amount a praise harpo get I nearly puke! lolol….but me want fi see Obara try har fi real…so that the Meji dem read har good and proper.
lmao