The Grim Reality of Spiritual Growth and What Happens

Good day everyone,

Most humans are not aware that the whole human body operates off of what is called Vibration and Frequency. Of course, the human body is multi-dimensional and has many facets to it. What I mean by this is, the body itself can not function without “Spirit.” Also there are many things that make up not only the body but the spirt that resides within.

Here, might be a good time to mention that what we know as Spirit, in other words, “invisible” entities, are “invisible” due to frequency and vibration. Without the body, the “Spirit” is a burst of consciousness; merely an intelligent Force.

When this Spirit comes near the lower vibration (in other words, the human), the human body is affected (shocks through the body, aches and pains, etc.). However, it should be noted that this Spirit had to lower its own vibration to even have come near the human at all. So what the human still reacts to is the entity’s lowered frequency, which still surpasses the average human’s. When the Spirit makes itself visible, the frequency of that Being has also been lowered in order to communicate with the human.

Now, the same scenario is true for humans who raise their vibration and attempt to have relationships with those of lower vibrations.

People with lower vibration as it relates to spiritual growth and understanding are people who are beholden to the illusion of the physical Earth’s manifestations. In other words, those who are deeply affected by the attainment of material and power, and those who have deep connections with all they perceives as being “real”.

However, it is also important for me to say that your vibratory levels have nothing to do with your chronological age. An infant can enter the world already emitting higher vibratory levels. This often has to do with the mission and journey of the Being, and with his lack of indoctrination which reduces the ability to think for one’s self. When one “thinks for one’s self” one frees himself to finding Truth.

The curious mind is the fastest to evolve.

Growth is a natural development that occurs or will occur with everyone, not only physical evolution, but also spiritual growth. No one stays the same forever.

However, the spiritual growth (which, I should mention, that when one evolves spiritually, this evolvement is mirrored into physicality. The idea of physical life and spiritual life are not two separate lives, but one simply being a perceivable manifestation of the other), often comes with difficult consequences.

When one becomes spiritually evolved, what you will begin to notice is the loss of friends and social connection, and even perhaps difficulty in keeping or getting into relationships.

In fact, you may even gain more enemies. What is happening here is a clash of vibratory levels. Whether or not you are consciously aware of your heightened vibration, others will sense it. They will not know what to make of you, and will have no idea what they are feeling. However, what they do know is that they simply can not be around you any longer. Relationships may begin to dissolve without reasonable explanation, and one partner will begin to feel inadequate. When you spiritually grow, you might find that you spend more time alone than with people.

Some people will even begin to feel less than you and may conclude that this feeling is due to some “flaw” in your personality. The “less” they feel, however, is not far off, because the truth is that they are. You, on the other hand, might spend much of your time confused and perhaps hurt, as the road to Spiritual Enlightenment only becomes lonelier the further you venture into it.

From my own situation, I had a friend called Rosalie. She was so funny and down for anything! She was even in the labor room when I gave birth to my last child. But one day, Rosalie came to my shop, and I was so happy to see her. I rushed to hug her, but I felt the hesitation in her own hug. When I pulled back, I realized that she was solemn. She went on to tell me that we can no longer be friends. I was aghast and I asked her why (this had happened to me too many times to count, but with Rosalie, it hurt all the more). She, however, was the only one who ever parted with me with an honest explanation.

“Obara, I can not be your friend because you see too much,” she told me.

I was going through a jarring spiritual awakening during this time, and those around me realized that even my speech was different. I had constant dreams and visions, and was incredibly sensitive to Spirit. But rather than attracting interest for who I was becoming, I had repelled everyone like Baygon. My children’s father (FKA “the Wicked Baby Father” but I have since healed from using such a term for him) had even told me scornfully, “it seems like you only go to sleep to dream.”

For years, this had hurt me, because even then I did not realize that I had spiritually outgrown everyone around me. The vibration I was emitting had surpassed that of most humans, including my own parents. And so during those times, I was incredibly alone.

What you all should understand is that the awakening process is a process that must be triggered.

You would not believe that by the simple act of being curious will raise a person’s vibration.

Often times the physical mentally fights the Spiritual as it tries to understand at what stage of spiritual development it is. In other words, many people find it hard to understand that they have become awake or are on becoming awake, because of the impact that it has on every area of their lives.

As the neophyte begins his journey, the road he takes is the road of unlearning. He enters the world bare, as he grows he is stained, indoctrinated, and influenced, and then one day, he must shed all that he has ever known as his reality. When his reality changes, his perception on life and all things within will also change.

The neophyte, no matter how much he longs for it, will no longer move with the crowd. But what is interesting about this is that those of lower vibrations work for those of higher vibration. The same is true for those of higher vibration assisting those of lower vibration (but I will explain this one in a moment). When a person of lower vibration becomes your enemy, or ends your friendship or relationship, it is the Higher Self (or “Head”) of this person who is assisting you along your journey, though their conscious self is unaware. You have a destination and you must not linger where you have already ascended. Thus, you might be forcibly removed for your own good.

I can not tell you the amount of times I have cried, rolled on the floor with my hands over my head, bawled snot and tears over an ended friendship. But it is only now that I realize that I could not have stayed there. I had outgrown those people and places, and if I had stayed, I would have remained with them and further away from my destination.

Now, for the higher vibrations who assist those of lower vibration, they can do this without even trying. By simply being in the presence of those of higher vibration will influence the lower one. It is like the ripples of water which radiate outward, so, too, does a higher vibration radiate out to interact with those around him. This influence, of course, does not have to be on a conscious level. But the human of lower vibration may then find himself suddenly curious about something he had never thought of before.

So many people wonder about their lives, lack of friends and social abilities, family disassociation, or simply feeling alone in the world. But you may not realize that although you might be physically alone, you are surrounded, in great mass, by spiritual forces, because of the vibration you now carry. The higher your vibration rises, is the more Non-physical Beings that are at your service. This is because you are now made available to them, you are now receptive of them and have gained “awareness” enough to commune and receive (including visions and dreams).

The good news is that this difficult period of your spiritual evolution is only for a time. Spiritual evolution involves the change of perception, and one day, you will find yourself more dependent on your spirituality than the company of others. You will search yourself first before (and if ever) you ask Google, and you will find answers, becoming gradually unsurprised that you are correct.

There is a particular knowing that often accompanies these stages of awakening that may often lead you to finding some type of guide, guru, or mentor for clarification.

Pay attention to your life and changes therein. Pay attention to situations, whether home life, work life, or situations that feel uncomfortable. Situations where you no longer feel welcomed, as though you are an outcast. When you are able to spiritually analyze why you spend so much time alone, or with only a particular person or persons, with no outside influence, then you will realize the state of development you are. You will understand that you are emitting a higher frequency, thus rendering you almost… precious among the average Man.

Welcome to the New Earth,

Obara Meji

“When you want nothing, you gain everything.” OM