A long time ago, while I slept in my bed with my then husband, I heard footsteps coming to my room slowly. I tried to open my eyes but I heard a voice whisper to me to stay silent and keep quiet. I did. I heard the floorboards of my parquet floor squeak or creak as whoever it was walked slowly to the direction of my bedroom, and I laid still, frozen and afraid.
I tried to listen, not knowing what was to come, but trusting in the voice which told me to keep still. I heard my door slowly opened, and I wondered at Mr. High grade who was sleeping beside me, because he was a light sleeper and any slight noise would wake him up. Yet I heard his steady breathing. The footsteps came behind me and I felt something cold at the back of my enemy’s head (this is heavy and negative, so instead of writing ME, in reference to myself, I will refer it to my enemy…remember word, sound, power!) and then I heard BOOM!!!!
I jumped up screaming, which made Mr. High grade jump up trying to hold my hands which was trying to hold on to him in fright! I touched the back of my head, expecting to feel wet, blood perhaps, nothing. I was breathless and my heart was beating fast, he tried to calm me down, and I tried to calm down also. I began to pray, my breathing fast and my eyes wild with fright. I thought that my enemy had just been attacked for real. Everything felt so real. I was alive? My enemy was not hurt? I was befuddled.
I calmed down enough to relax and go back to sleep, but in the morning as I woke, I was still shaken and I looked at my pillow for signs of blood. There was none. I went to my Ifa for answers, and Orunmila is not an Orisha for confusion, the oracle did not tell me what happened, he just pointed the way for solution which was sacrifice to Orisha Ogun, which I did. Six week later I heard that my Godmother In Nigeria died from Kidney failure. Someone suggested that it was her who sent Juju to my enemy, she had been fighting my enemy spiritually, and I had no idea why, because I had loved her so much and I was very kind to her and her family.
Since that time, I have often wondered if my enemy died and did not know. I wondered if all this, the blog, being home with my children, reading people as I do everyday, doing sacrifices, all my daily doings were not real, but a carry over from the life before. I wondered if that night death had come, and My enemy continued into another world as if nothing happened.
I wondered this for a while and recently shared my feelings with my children who laughed at me and asked how would they factor into all of this? I responded and told them that perhaps, they were still o earth and this, seeing them, touching them, and all was JUST MY REALITY!
I know that i am alive, I just wanted to share with you my thoughts, however another thought which has been with me for a while is, Is the world, Earth as we know it an illusion? One big hologram? A holographic projection?
ShawnyRob our sometime blogger made this comment once on the perception post Yw did read here
This is his comment below
Hello all, this was yet another good post, briefly ones perception is ones reality, the way we perceive it colors the way we believe it. Our cognition is directly linked to our perception , the way we think about and process information is essentially our perception. Ones perception can be influenced based on the perspective from which one views things. For instance if one plays chess and views the board while siting close up on it ones perspective is limited and myopic , but when one pushes back from the table, or stands up , creating a birds- eye view, a whole new perspective is created and one can see angles and options which existed but were not recognizable or discernible from the previous not-so advantageous position. You see , sometimes we must reposition ourselves (spiritually, emotionally, mentally , and physically) in order to fully experience and access the information that is available to us, and thereby make informed decisions, and observations, based on the full utility of our faculties and resources.
Speaking to YW point regarding babies and their indoctrination into the ways of the world, I agree wholeheartedly. Unfortunately the systematic dogma of our society ruins us all from the beginning, by limiting our thoughts, imaginations and creative processes with cognitive conditioning. We are socialized like Pavlov`s dog to respond to certain institutional stimuli and social realities. Did any of you ever wonder why certain things in our lives are referred to or we recognize them by certain names? For example lets take something simple like the color blue,the reason why we recognize and perceive blue as blue and not red is because of social reality. Yes social reality, society told us that when you see this particular color you call it and perceive it as blue. My point being the same way were are programmed to recognize blue is the same way we are conditioned not to recognize spirit or other-worldly things which some of us know exist , and recognize in spite of the contradictions in society. Yes people perception.
This comment was in response to the perception post, yet I took it deeper into my thoughts of all that I had wondered about for years too timid to share with anyone, my thoughts were how would people see me were I to share these thought with them? Yet now I have decided to throw caution to the wind and share some of what is in my mind with you.
I have had messages which I channelled from non physical beings, suggesting many things which I have yet to completely understand, but I have often wondered about this world and is it real or are we somewhere else in another dimension living our lives here through holographic projection.
When Shawnyrob made his example about the color blue which I have highlighted for your purpose up top, it got me even thinking more, I am not sure why, but programming perhaps?, Yet not only about perception, but all the what if’s of our world and us who are here,…….here?. Are we really here? Really? what are your thoughts? Yet….“if you live in a bubble how would you know?”. Was this what the movie Matrix was all about? Are we playing out our lives on a giant chessboard throughout time and space, creating our reality as we go along, with one common theme in it which is the birth and death process, and chaos, balance, love, hate and all the inbetweens. Have any of you ever had these thoughts? Is this what Odu Ifa is trying to tell us and we just do not know? After all there is no death, but should we then question life as we know it?
Read here;
and here with the link below someone sent it to me asking my thoughts, I wanted to share it with you;
https://www.spiritscienceandmetaphysics.com/8-things-you-didnt-know-about-death/
Adìyẹ ńjẹ yangan, ó ńmu omi ó ńgb’ókùúta mì, ó tún ńsunkún àìléyín. Ṣé òbúkọ tó léyín ńjẹ irin ni? /
Hens eat corns, drink water and swallow stones, yet lament lacking teeth. Do goats eat pieces of iron with theirs?…Yoruba Proverbs!
[Be contented; shun greed]
The Truth ~ A Summary of knowledge gained from a substantial study of A Course in Miracles. It is my understanding that when we ‘die’ the body goes back to nature as they are both part of the material illusion. We ourselves are of a spiritual nature and return home on our being re-absorbed back into the Oneness of the Source from which we originated. Our brains are not actually ‘us’ at all. They are utilized by the spirit in much the same way that we are using our computers right now. The computer isn’t actually part of us, but… Read more »
[…] world as real, but now that I am awake, I realize that this very realm where we live, is just an illusion and we create our reality. The hardest part about this is believing it, especially if you are […]
Good morning Obara. Hope all is well. The book I mentioned before in response to another post you had written, by David Icke explains this very well. If you find the time you should take a look. ” Infinite Love is The Only Truth: Everything Else is Illusion”. In my opinion EVERYONE should read this book.
Thank you Kevin my dear
For you and anyone else here interested in reading the
book.https://www.indybay.org/uploads/2011/04/26/infinitelove_onlytruth.pdf
Morning my chargies. Teach, your comment had me laughing so hard mi nerves feel it. Cami, Yaz, Miss Toy, Ty, ES fambo stay blessed today.
Teach, when the sender of the blow receives his due, we will be here with you.
Cami, my girl, I loved when you said return to sender a nuh ongle fi post haffice.
Can we get a count of all the persons who will be doing the fast tomorrow?
Morning Prefect M! Morning mi babygirl O! Morning Nunu Boooooo! Morning Darling Ty! Morning mi Kia Boooooooo! Morning mi sweetie Toy! Morning mi sweetie Cami Camz! Morning mi sweetie Court! Morning mi sweetie rudebwouyz Charles, Yw, Cgoh and Nile! Morning mi sweetie AMH! Love unuh all!
Prefect M, I’m in chica. I just need the schedule again from 6 am to noon what we focused on.
howdy Yazzy! Hope you had a wonderful day.
M, sidenote, mi very sarry fi hear how di chick v do yuh pops. I had posted a likkle natural remedy that MAY help to combat it so gwaan guh check back yuh onion post and try it out boo. Prevention better dan cure… tho if someone already has it or had it …it should help to combat the plaguing symptoms weh come and guh wid it since it remains in some ppls body for up to a year…
And M, mi baddesssss chargie… yuh pa Shango eva a walk wid yuh and a war fi yuh bakkle dem cawz yuh eva a beat dem bad when tested and tried. Keep invoke that energy around you. It’s very protective of you and your fam and that’s great. Yuh stay blessed! Look weh yuu purse end up but still you were able to retrieve yuh valuables…. that’s awesome. Some ppl a ole cruff and duttie dry yeye tief.. all di way inna yuh likkle cubicle guh tief your ting… dem dry yeye bad!
I love Shawnyrob’s chess analogy. It bad! and I especially loved this line
“sometimes we must reposition ourselves (spiritually, emotionally, mentally , and physically) in order to fully experience and access the information that is available to us, and thereby make informed decisions, and observations, based on the full utility of our faculties and resources”
Can’t stay on the same level your entire life. That’s why I hate stagnation…. and lack of growth. My question is, do we all have to have vertical ascension?? Can’t some of us be horizontally enlightened?
Yea that was a good analogy. I’m still figuring out that vertical ascension because it too Christian, christ-like for me.
Yea Cami. The more I open my mind up the more I find that there is no such thing as being “Christ like”
“Sin and Punishment is a Human Concept There’s a lot of mumbo jumbo on earth about what might be waiting for you after you die. Making mistakes while you’re alive is part of the earth deal. If we had to be perfect to get to so-called Heaven, no- one would make it there”
That quote is true and your addition to it is just as good.
Apologizes for going on and off…Yaz. Me a read all kind a things inna de night yah.
No worries Cami. I was doing just the same. I’m now off to bed tho. Goodnight. Thanks so much for the company.
Gn sweetie O and all my sweeties already tucked in or wherever yall are! Love unuh. Sleep well!
Exactly cami
O, see I mention an example of “fear” and I think it brings about that metamorphic death depending on how it’s received and interpreted.
Well a spiritual awakening is a rebirth, do to be born again one has to die, metaphorically that is
Yes Obara. The death I spoke of was metaphorically but also, I believe, death of one consciousness into another??? Since it feels like we’re living out our lives in different consciousness I feel like when that consciousness dies then we are born into another… I don’t know how to explain my thoughts at times but it was very much similar to the thoughts you had of dying that night yet still living… hmmmm
Yassy doan mi tell mi SUH, fear is a disgusting pervert, nuh fraid ah him ah dat de dranco want, doe sey suh agen, bout fraid Fi sleep, next ting de dawg vomit brin. Even him DUTTIE wife and him bad breeding pickney dem, rebuke de shit house, send dem go ah Donald trump yawd
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Ok mi wi hevict dem kakerclaartz guh a Mr. TRUMP! 😀 if him nuh fraid fi sleep wid da tupeh deh… a who me be?? Lololololll!
A weakkkkkkk! Yuh always know how fi Crack mi up in ya O!
Obara about yuh deepest most inner thoughts that you shared today….
I too have felt that way. Like I’ve died but was allowed to come back and live amongst others but it’s just MY reality… it’s really weird to explain but you said it well today. Sometimes I wonder if being TRULY awake comes thru “death” first??? What’s your thoughts? ?
How can one be afraid of fear when fear is naked…yaz you can’t fear fear at all. Once fear shows itself you suppose to go into repel mode.
That’s tru Cami. I was never a fearful person but sometimes in ya life when things happen to ya… it shatters that strength you had over Duttie Drankro fear … and di nassy wife weh Obara chat bout. … but mi nah study it. Mi a repel it as unuh seh
A changes you coming into if you have that sweaty palm, inner chest nervous feeling. I stopped going clubbing because I noticed that I would get nervous getting dress and the feeling became fear and I would sit in my car until I decide to drive back home, go light a joint, click the remote feel real good and go sleep.
“fear” got me to change my life course because the feeling kept coming about because of the same situation.
Cami that’s a great way to look at it. I guess we gotta still retain an ounce of “healthy fear” just like we have normal “healthy stressors” that helps to propel us into new beginnings. On new journeys. Into new relationships. Etc etc…
Goodnight alllll my sweeties! I know I’m super late but mi de yah!
Obara mi love yuh! I love how you referred this shit right back to yuh enemy! Genius and certainly filled with wisdom! I can’t explain how doing this act of reverse reference is simply amazing. I LOVE IT!
Hey Yazzykins, muah love u baby girl!
Yazzy my hands are clean I do declare, but there are certain people in life one dare not touch, I am set apart from the world and no weapon formed against me shall ever prosper, I will write the enemy’s story right here when god has finished with them and they have gotten their recompense
Muahhzzz! Love yuh more Obara Meji. My spirit was very low today and I write with misty eyes when I think of you and your fam being attacked caz mi know you’re a sweet soul. Mi nah entertain di feeling tho.
Obara their recompense they shall receive!
ASE!
I’m so happy Ty has a fasting set.
I love you all, all my dedicated people who are so loyal to me I live you all, and from me OBARA MEJI HOT GAL CHIN DEH IN AH OONU CAWNA NO RASS DAWG BARK MUCH LESS BITE OONUH, MI HAVE MI BLUE AND WHITE CAPE AND MI INVISIBLE PLANE READY FI FLY TO OONUNH DEFENSE SO MEK DE DRANCO DEM COME, MEK DEM COME MAN!!
Obara a jus wah day mi guh back guh revisit the power of tears post eenuh. It’s a jewel. Very powerful post. Mi nuh affi tell yuh fi plzzzzz bawl out to God!!
Obara mi fraid fi guh sleep cah mi know a bare dream mi aguh dream and dis mawnin di energy weh visit mi sucked all mi energy… but I love the heightened spiritual feeling I’m growing into.
A why Obara come fi fling mi a grung dem late hours here doa pupa jeezas!!!?? Lololololll!
No but seriously Obara, that’s the same way mi feel bout each and everyone here. I see spiritual attacks are a common theme amongst ppl weh full up a nuff shit …weh miserable like bounty killa ballz … and always seem to target people of love and peace. Kmft….
Same suh Yazzykins
Yazzy, a see you down a bottom wid O a crack you up.
Obara I glad that you and your family are good. Smh… everything thing vibrates, but good over evil all the time. I wanted to say and special Thank you to Obara, Nunu, and Oshun. 😉 Mth, Ty, Cami, Court, Charles,Kia. Yaz good evening to you all
Yailings Toy! I hope everything is all right with you
Ms. Toy…hail up, and to you AMH.
Howdy Cami!
NuNu, hope the weather a do you right.
Love and Light Cami
I like number one too, The Healing Chamber, all physical emotional and mental harm erased immediately. So I’m guessing you’ll remember the bad experiences you’ve been through but you won’t remember the anguish it caused. I wonder at what stage the life reflection starts?
” sin and punishment are human concepts” ….ain’t that the truth….
Dat line alone shut church door and empty collection plate….lol
AMH, glad to see you. How are the girls and your siginificant other?
Amh, long time no see
M we are doing great thank you so much for thinking of us. I am sorry for the delay my phone was not working so well to reply to you the other day and the snow has kept me out of work.
Teach as always thank you for your guidance. Though we may not be as present your advice gets us through many challenges.
People think I am crazy when I say “we all know what peanut butter tastes like but what if how I taste peanut butter is not how you taste peanut butter?” yes we each ‘know’ it is peanut butter we are tasting but if your perception of how peanut butter tastes may not be the same as mine. I don’t think I’m crazy I think it is a perfectly natural thing to wonder about. Thank you all for being here everyday. You give me much joy and hope and many things to think about to distract me from this hecticness… Read more »
Nunu nuhbadda laugh affa mi, but mi honestly think that it was Teach’s guide that spoke to her and told her not to move. I think a shot was fired and the guide either caught it or turn the gun away in time that the bullet/show/blow. Whatever it was, went straight for the head. You think that is just by chance?
Bwoy M mi nuh know unless they did it like that so she’d know that danger was coming for her
Large up Ty, you are such a sweetheart.
Teach, so it is possible that one can ‘see/sense’ a blow. I have always heard the term ‘tun back blow’, it is possible that one can ‘turn back a blow i.e send it back to the sender.
“Return to sender” isn’t only fi de post office, lol
Lol, so true…. Worse ISPs u drop in a reversible candle …lol
Return to sender 9 x 9…
Darling Ty mi ketch da comment ere and mi affi guh tek note! One reversible candle check check check! 😀
Yuh bad pan di wuks you and O eenuh!!!….
Afternoon fambo….large up the highly blessed Obara, Cami, Courtney, Nunu, MTH, Charles, Toy,Kia, Yazzy, Yw, ShawneyRob, Lailabela, Cgoh, AMH…and all massive and crew…peepers clap unno self… AT work, peeping in, will read articels later… I wanted to send more light, love, and peace to you all…Victory is ours… Obara your guides are not on standby, they work full time..they warned you of the “blow”…it was not your time nor your destiny, so it could not take effect…no man’s will can supercede the will of GOD… Obara, I love that the first thing you did was pray…prayer heals, moves, and transforms… Read more »
Big up Ty! Prayer is really powerful
Big up Ty! hail up me bro.
him set hailing him spiritual sister from another mother
Ty, what keep you inspired to go to the gym?
My lack of abs Cami…plus I feel great after…
Ok then Obara that’s why we were made to be so emotional? Those emotions are used to test the light and dark polarity? So therefore if light and dark has a “personality” and it’s visible behind the veil, that means these things can be observed by others. So depending on the situation/circumstance we’re facing we emit various emotions pulling from these sources. Does that mean the way we respond to things is being recorded because they can be seen?
Nunu, in the second article, I like point 8. No judgement.
I like that one too M love is unconditional so there’s no place for judgment( based on our idea of what judgement is)
Nunulishious, how yu duh mi gal? Hope all is well. Nunu when mi neva si Teach, yesterday mi know sey something neva right. Teach, is not one fi stay wey an nuh sey nutten. All now mi dey yah a pree wey di cold something wey did ‘gainst her head.
Mi really waan know if smaddy wudda tess Teach knowing wey shi know. Usually when yu si dem tings here some amount a jealousy is in play.
I have always had these thoughts,nunu it was a blow sent and I witnessed it that wat, I have often wondered it reality is as we see it or think it, or is it just the mind
You correct nunu
I think is jealousy tuh M but that smaddy muss think sehfi dem knowledge big tuh fi try a ting
Greetings ES Obara so shall it be! Nunu it makes sense mama. when we pull positive energy it’s from light source, negative energy is from a dark source. Toy i’ve heard the hologram perspective plenty of times as well. It’s a lot to digest for me but with what we’ve learned here it is not unrealistic or unbelievable.
Yes Kia, it’s not unbelievable or unrealistic
Number three in the article on death : Light has Personality
“In the afterlife the light rays have qualities like wisdom, kindness, compassion and intelligence. Makes visible what is invisible on earth.”
So light is an energy source, and we on earth are emotional beings so when.we feel compassion and kindness etc. We’re “pulling” from this light source? So if we feel anger, hatred, etc. Are we pulling from an opposing force which is darkness which also has a personality? Is that making sense?
Makes perfect sense if you have knowledge about astronomy.
Nunu mi chica yuh is a genius! Yuh mash up dis ya analogy ya! Yuh mek nuff nuff sense! Mi loike it 😀
Afternoon Fambily. Teach, I am glad that all is well with you and your family.
Howdy M-ilous how yuh.duh? A suh wi know seh sumn a gwaan wid Obara, cause when everybody else missn’ she’ll be here, but since shi kinda scarce something’s up. Mi glad the threat is gone and I hope it nuh tek time screechy come back
Gud evening Obara and ES crews. Teach nothing go do you jor. You pass them wella.
HEY Charles!!! : )
Hello Nunu 🙂
The hologram article used this allegory, “The closer one looks at a computer or television screen, the more the image becomes visually disassembled and seen more and more as individual bits.” I wonder what that “closer look” would be when we’re talking about every day life? I know becoming awake is a part of it.
Good day Obara (highly bless) and All bloggers (just as bless). I’m still attempting to deal with the hologram theory…heard it from a professor years ago, but still dealing with it.
I personally believe that the world we live in is an illusion and how we live it is in direct correlation to ones perception. Since I am in the process of awakening I am often plauged with these very thoughts at times I retreat into the illusion only to be swamped by feelings that I’m living on the surface and I’m no longer content with life as I know it. It is very polarizing but makes you want to unravel the mysteries of life.
Hey Courtney
You speak truth Court!
Morning guys
Love and light
You know what else is curiuos, why is it that we can only use 10% of our brains? Have you ever seen the movie Lucy the concept behind it was interesting
Teach I’m curious about what happened with the gunshot, I know it couldn’t be imagination
There is more to heaven and earth than can be imagined or explained.I haven’t read the two links given yet but I could easily believe the one about the hologram and programming. The analytical side of the brain want to say that’s crazy talk but I think these angles should be “looked” at no matter how crazy it might seem
Hey nunu. 🙂
Good morning Teach! I’m glad everything worked out in your favour
Bloggers, thank you for all your concern yesterday, the enemy is everywhere so I will not explain anything here, to each of you personally I will speak with. I have been tested before and often by devilish people, this one, a woman tried, but let us laugh at her today, because she has now eaten hot glass….ase!!
I’m glad to hear that. I think I have a problem teach I’m one of you bloodthirsty bloggers. I’m soooooo happy she has eaten hot glass and oh how I hope she felt every minute. Ppl don’t know the place and is cause u release ya fangs on dem. God know why he hasn’t blessed my with children yet they ain’t even reach and I tryna cut somebody. I pray you remain victorious in all your battles and that spirit continues to bless you and your family!!
Ase Ase Ase
she brite and cockity eeennn? the more monkey climb di more him expose…or as my grandmother would say, the more you see him ass…and some people have some dutty ass..
no watch she…keep praying, the universe is on your side….
ASE!!
Today I thank My Ori and my Osun along with my Ifa ann I thank Sango, Ogun, Esu, Oya, Yemoja, Olokun, my ancestors and Olodumare God for saving me and my children from the wicked hands of People. I am grateful to all my non physical beings who watches over me and my children. I am thankful for live and good health. I am blessed o have these bloggers who are here with me daily, I love you all. The enemy tried me, but he did not succeed, not the tables have turned since he has failed, I know that… Read more »
ASE!!
You will have victory over them!