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RELEASE YOUR PENT UP EMOTIONS-JUST VENT

Good day to one and all, I pray that today will be a good day for every one, and may Esu not disturb your lives today, do not forget to mention him in your prayers. Yesterday on the blog we had such a wonderful time.I must admit that although I find it challenging to type, being embarrassed by my regular mistakes, I really enjoyed putting in my entries of poems. Thank you Yazzy and all who participated.

Well today is Friday and I know after a long week many of you are looking toward a long relaxing weekend, or still work perhaps. I will be doing both here in Africa, relaxing at times and working at times. Today I wanted to continue along the lines of what Yazzy started yesterday, except it is not poetry I will go with. I wanted to vent, I want all of us to vent!

No, I am not angry, and truth be told, many of my own stories, while actually sharing my life experiences, I have never truly let out the inner emotions felt while going through the hell with the wicked baby father, his equally wicked mother and siblings, Mr. High grade and the countless of women whom I took as friends that betray and let me down. I want us all to release today, anything pent up, anything which bothers the mind, anyone who has offended you, vent about the world and the state that it is in, vent about inequality, discrimination, about the Kardashians (lol), the family, children who won’t do their homework after school or whatever, the husband who won’t pay attention, the boss or co-workers at work. The homeless man who was shot and killed in Los Angeles by Police, Michael Ferguson, Police brutality, whatever you feel to say, say it here today!

 

I will begin with  my own;

I have always struggled with accepting that women, my own species, my kindred blood can be so vile and wicked. It is hard for me even to say this, because the world with its dogmas and doctrines and through religion has women as wicked creatures, never to be trusted, and I am always offended by this, being a woman myself.

 

The whole bastardization of us on a whole is surely a fallacy, and it bothered me that at times if I complain about period pain, some A-hole, tells me that it is the fault of the Mythical Eve and the curse God placed on her, (after nyaming the apple). Of course for a while (during my time in Christianity) I believed and sent up silent curses to the bad shape, hunch back looking white woman (as seen in her drawn pictorials depictions, Artists interpretation I guess, not an attractive woman at all), who is supposedly to be the mother of all of us (tsk, Tsk), but of course, I am grown and awake so mi know sey nutten nuh go suh!

 

Yet I often wondered about some women that I have met in life and the wicked ways of them. I remember Sophia Spencer my friend from primary school who betrayed me, read here, and from there it has been one woman after the next. I had no friends and could keep none. I knew it was no fault of my own and I have since realized that it is indeed my Egbe, but it still does not excuse the actions of some wicked females I have met while on my journey through this earth.

 

Even women who were suppose to be mother figures turned out to be mother witches in my life. I remember when I was on my spiritual journey, I had just become awake and I was sent to church but my instructions was to find a spiritual church. I as a hot gal hairdresser dem times, (still hot,and still can do hair nuh blurssnaught) I heard about a little church down the street from my shop. At nights when I would close the shop, me and the girls from the shop and my junior sister would head down to the little church which we thought was a spiritual revival church. It was a tiny little place and the mother of the church was a rotund woman I will just call Madda witch.The woman was actually spiritual baptist, disguising herself as revival, although she was Jamaican.

The place was fun  and lively,and we would sing, clap and dance, I even learned to play the tambourine, (fi si me an tambourine, lol, a cudda beat it ei si) me an mi hottaz workers and sista became regulars at the woman’s church, in Jesus name. One night church tun up, church hot like fire, and all of us were jumping and shouting in reverence to God and all his hosts (people fool fool ei nuh, looking back at that night). The woman had her seal on the ground and on it were many things, she did tie up de whole ah we unda de seal. Well as I said she was spiritual Baptist (This type of church can be found in the Islands, Trinidad mainly, but it was St. Vincent where it all began), she wanted the Jamaicans to be with her so we, who did not know better thought she was revival and worshiped with her faithfully every night, so we tink but she did obeah out we baxide fi deh deh ah night by de hook or by de crook.

According to her, she liked me, of course she would, I stepped into her church every night wid mi crew. Well on this fateful night, I had no idea that I was a spiritual teacher. I did not know that my initiation which I had gone through and was still going through at the time, made me a teacher of every spiritual order, therefore I knew of all spiritual matters, regardless of any secrets they may have. The problem was I had no idea that I knew and this night all was about to come out and create for me a great enemy.

 

The night started off as usual, the prayers, the singing the dancing and all the excitement, we were having a great time, the time got up into the three am hours and the church showed no signs of slowing down, the place felt hot and all were in a frenzy. I was always cool at church, I am always Composed, unless mi silly school girl personality comes up, and she cannot be held back, lol (I am just cool like that naturally, the Fonz have nothing on me) but on that night, all the woman’s lies were about to be exposed, by no other than me, and unbeknownst to me.

The spirit took me over and I ran around the woman’s seal, picked up her Egun flag, wrapped it around my face and began to pull what spiritual baptist people call daption. Not revival sounds but Trinidadian’s daption. I taught them all in the church that night what every thing on the Altar meant, and I also revealed that we were all under there, this came out in language, but was translated to me, and I think she understood also. and for the first time, we all realized that the woman was not revival, and not who we all thought she was. She even shouted out to all of them that they should listen to me because I was teaching them, I guess she was a bit nervous.

In the morning while I slept I had a dream, where my life was revealed to me, of who I was and what I would become. It came to me by way of a seal which I was instructed to draw on white paper. She called me at the crack of dawn and asked me what gift did I receive, I stupidly told her and she told me to bring the seal to her for her to see, I did and she took if from me and kept it, claiming that she wanted to study it, but what she did not know was that the spirit instructed me to make a copy while I was on my way to her, I was told by spirit to get off the bus and make a copy, I had it hidden in my bosom, on top of it, she thought she outwitted me but the seal was undone so she did not steal all my messages.

 

When I got back home, I instructed once again to finish the seal which I did and I still have.

This woman gave me the fight of my life for one year straight with Juju, because after that night we all did not return to her church, well not true, we slowly withdrew ourselves and so did other people, and she blamed me.

This is just one example of my experience with wicked people/women, the Juju/Obeah which she threw at me was unwarranted. I was innocent and I have no idea to this day why she was offended when it was the spirit that moved me.

Women, we are life, we represent life, why do we fight each other, why can’t we love each other? Why are we jealous of our sisters, why do we betray each other? Don’t you think as powerful as we are we should stand together?, We are in a male dominated world, yet we are stronger than all the men put together, but because we seek to compete with each other instead of bonding together, the world looks to men as our great leaders, when the world itself belongs to the woman!

 

Well, I want all of you to vent here today, about whatever, release all you care to. I am waiting!

 

 

Ejò tí àgbàlagbà fi ìbẹ̀rù bojo jù sílẹ̀, lọmọdé kì mọ́lẹ̀; bí ọmọ náà ò bá bọ̀wọ̀ fún àgbà, o yẹ kó lè bẹẹ̀rù ejò. /
A snake dropped by an elder in fear, is the one picked up by a child; if he has no respect for the elder, he should at least fear the snake……Yoruba Proverb!

[One should not be presumptuous or outdare oneself]

 

All religion are valid as long as it teaches peace and love…. Obara Meji!

 

There are no disappointments in life, only lessons learned!….Obara Meji

 

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Obara Meji

Obara Meji is a spiritualist, Ifa-Orisa practitioner, and teacher of metaphysics. Since 2011 she has used her online platform to share her personal experiences to those seeking answers about spirituality. Her teachings will expand into short stories, novels, and public speaking to continue her mission of bringing enlightenment to the world.

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KB

Good morning all TY thanks for sharing. I heard it on the radio and planned to look for the video today. This is a learned behavior…learned it from their parents and relatives, even friends. Babies are born innocent so no one is born with racism. They learned this behavior over time.

Ty
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Ty

Here is my vent for today…watch this video…this is 2015… No friggin words….

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2015/03/08/frat-racist-sae-oklahoma_n_6828212.html

SeaQueen
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SeaQueen

Obara lol, I have one. But it rip up ya now and mi need a new one lol…Seems like every time i have a thought i draw for the closest device, which is usually the phone. To only forget to rewrite it in my journal, then braps, phone gone. Bout last year mi transcribe every writing weh mi have pon mi laptop and forget to save to my flash drive, laptop get clean and everyting wipe off. I had some good stuff on the too smdh…it bun mi. But I only have myself to blame.

KB
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KB

Great vents Queenie n Courts Most here share some of the same vents. I love it!
Obara this post was thoroughly enjoyed by me. We should do it again.

Courtney
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Courtney

I want to vent about how i have been working graveyard shifts and living like a zombie for the past few days trying to make this money because i have things to do and its stressful. I haven’t even been on the site and now i miss out on all the good post.( i have my poem to post by the way)

I want to vent on how being the bigger person sucks some times when you just want to give everyone the finger because you don’t want to be bothered.

I want to vent about how when u think you going for a good session the man finish before you and no round 2. Men get it together!!

I want to vent about how people will come and dump all they worries and stresses on you but when u decide you don’t want to be the guru when you yourself are dealing with stuff nobody seems to care.

I want to vent about the female image and the destruction of the goddess in society. Young girls and woman objectified, shamed and abused at every juncture but everyone wants to take the easy way out instead of going to the root of the problem. The lack of family structure and how people believe that children raise themselves. I want people to take responsibility and realize that being a parent is a full time job and if we do not equip the youth with the proper tools to survive in this world they will get left behind.I want my people to value my country and our culture and realize that we are blessed. I want my Caribbean people to realize that the expats ensure that the children are bilingual from birth, so they have the upper hand while we are ridiculed for speaking proper English and not enough slang in our communities.I hate that we equate the use of proper English with “white culture” when we are the children of the great civilizations on earth . I want my people to wake up!!!

I want to vent on this comment but I’m to tired to go back and edit.
Love you lots

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SeaQueen
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SeaQueen

Good day my lovely family. I have read so many vents that made me sad, sprinkled with some that made me dwl. Mi ah seh how mi fi vent and obara ah call ppl coffin foot lol smh. I have a lot to vent about but i will take it one vent at a time. First i would like to vent about the men who tell women they are going to marry them knowing they have not the slightest intention to. I have fell for this one and ended up having children with said man and feeling like i wasted a good portion of my life when i could’ve been looking for my own happiness. And still i cannot completely hate him (some days I do, then i feel sorry for him).

I can’t stand the fact that i can always feel sorry for other ppl but i dont feel sorry for myself and i am almost always my biggest critic.

Why the hell the men in my life always want to hold onto me but not really commit. Let me the eff go if you don’t want a full commitment or at least work towards one. Stop ring off mi phone, stop wid di love bizniz, stop proposing long distance relationships and stop talk bout rass marriage. WTF is that about? Stop wid di damn talking! And do something.

I am tired of feeling like I am the only one taking the risks in my relationships! When will someone take a risk for me?

Why do I feel like I am at a fork in the road and don’t know which direction to go???

Why do I feel like my life is filled with work and its not towards my goal but someone else’s?

Why don’t my sisters and I have the relationship we used to have? Why every time we speak it feels like there is some kind of shade or something not being said on all ends? Why does it feel like my family is falling apart right before my very eyes and i can’t do anything about it? And why am i crying?

Screw all those fake friends that only call you when they need advice, to only turn around and do the same bull they always do. Stop making me waste my damn breath. Then wonder why you and them stop speaking. Because you are a user!

*Sigh* Love and light my loves!

Oh, one more thing! Why do i keep writing notes in my phone? Every time the damn things break i loose all my thoughts, poems and songs!n When will i learn my lesson to stop relying on technology smh lol

MTH
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MTH

Lawd a weak. I have been saying nothing can get me upset so easily. The landlady rented us somewhere on Feb. 1. We paid the rent. Now the wench is coming and is saying the rent is actually 10 times higher. I kept my cool for a long time, but she said, ‘go back where you came from’. Warra? Mi sey, mi did haffi mek har si mi fedda dem. Mi nuh play, not even Candy Crush mi nuh play, much less ramp wid my money. Now dat mi is calm, mi memba how Cami always call mi hat head, dem mi sey kaka fawt, it look like a one test and mi fail it. Mek a guh ask foregiviness.

shana
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shana

Thank you MTH! 🙂

MTH
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MTH

Greetings everyone. Shana hold the fate sister. For me, I am not in a relationship, but I do not feel lonely. I am in a new country, new experience so that keeps me busy. The other day I was around some Jamaicans. This lady in particular kept talking about sex, sex, sex. Then I mentioned how long I had been celibate. Once I said it, braps, its like I opened a can of worm. Then this guy heard and he has sent me text messages how he finds me desirable. LOL, the baby is not even 25. I was flattered that he found me attractive. There came a shift and the depression lifted. This young guy brought something with him. I needed that infusion of hope he brought. Now I dress so well at the College, but have been doing double and triple takes. They cant believe its me. I keep myself busy. I have Nyquil that I take to bring on sleep, so I do not stay up and think about sex. It is a mental thing.

Nunu mi gal, yu know mi wudden lie to you, mi love yu like mi likkle sister. Trust and believe what Obara is saying to you about speeding up your life. I just wanted to get out of Jamaica. Couldn’t wait. It cost me so much money. The time wasn’t right. I forced and forced. It didn’t work out. When the time was right, it happened. I was alive but was not living. I was never in the present, but thinking of the future. Since Obara has taught me about everything happening in its time, I cease worrying. In the past, instead of enjoying this life, I would be worrying about how soon I will be able to take up my children. Now nothing gets me anxious, if mi have mi have, if mi nuh have mi nuh have. A juss suh. I look back and there were so many things, had I not been rushing my life I would have enjoyed.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Really nice insight M.

Ps, mi love how yuh a do yuh reporting in the foreign land! Is like mi de de wid yuh when di happenings deh gwaan. 😀

NuNu
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Good afternoon everyone! Shana and Bfaroy yail up!keep the faith. Have a great weekend all!

KB
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KB

Afternoon Nunu hope u enjoying ur weekend. And dont worry ur self hear. The answer is coming.…just wait on ur head.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Happy weekend Nunu and every one. Hope you all are enjoying it.

bfaroy
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“Wanting to be a part of today’s modernization, or even church, family, fear of being called a juju worker has allowed many of us to live our lives in misery.” Obara quoting you, this is exactly my dilemma, embracing who i truly i am has been so intriguing for me. whew#

shana
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shana

Why did my birthmother give me up for adoption, I chose her to be my mother and she got rid of me. Why!

shana
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shana

Good morning all! Ok here is my vent it is about love relationships. As I look back on my life I really have been dealt a bad hand of cards when it comes to true love The majority of men that wanted to be with me already have a wives or a girlfriend. I have only had three serious relationships in my life. Two of them where with my sons fathers who I can say one did love me but he was super jealous. Anyway I have been single decades lol ( ok maybe 7years now). I feel so lonely I hate saying that out loud because when I do the first thing people want to say is “do you love yourself “or ” you need to healing” ! Wtf . Yes I do love myself and I am already actively working on healing. I hate sleeping alone. Sometime I hate my vibrator. I hate talking to myself. I hate going into la la land dreaming about being in a relationship. It gets old. I love to be loved. I love to give love! Last night I felt so emotional I wanted to cry. Weekends and Holidays are so hard for me. No matter how busy I try to stay, at the end of the day it’s just me. I pray to the ancestor, my Ori, Oshun , the universe.( I call them Team Shana ) They respond back with “Exercise Patience” lol! Yes I hear them! I know that right now in my life there is no room for a men that has NOTHING to bring to my table. I know that are actively working on bringing me and my lover together. So as I wait. I will, “Exercise Patience”…. Blessing to everyone who is in love and those who are seeking love. ASE’

KB
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KB

I like that #teamshana. Im have try that with my team. Lol
I understand exactly where u coming from with the loneliness. GRRRRRR

Yazzy
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Yazzy

TeamShana! I pray you find a very pure love sweetie. ((Big hugs))

bfaroy
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Obara, you are very right because while i was with the 1st man, i always knew i was just passing by and learning lessons of my life. thank you so much for the revelation about my egbe, i have done several sacrifices on this egbe and thank god they are allowing to discover myself but still want to get to understand my life and why certain people dont stay long in my life. i get too much jealousy from female friends so Obara i can relate with lots of your own experiences. am learning about i am everyday. thank you family.

Ty
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Ty

Kb…the whole night I was thinking on the 70%….it had me a way….

This is the residual effect we have from slavery….for over 500 years they separated families…babies were taken from their mothers….men were used as studs…to keep the number of slaves going…like livestock…children were sold off….

How do we change this ingrain psyche after that? How do we love?….how do you commit to familial obligations when you never had one?….

Let fwd couple hundred years…segregation left mothers to leave their young and care for other peoples children…so who grew these kids?

I was reading the story of ruby bridges with the kids…one of the first black girls to go to a de-segregated school…guess what? She still alive…her white teacher still alive….it was not so long ago…My sons related to the story because they are STILL the only black boys in their class…not much has changed….

KB
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KB

Tears Ty how do we overcome all this…love is a start…
I shared my poem with a few and they never knew the number. 70% Is reaaly horrorifying. Smdh

Yazzy
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Yazzy

That 70% is haunting ….

bfaroy
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hello everyone, good morning here, i like all your vent story even though i hardly could pick some of the Jamaican words but still find it interesting.I want to vent on wasting my youth with a man for 12years. a man i met when i was just 21 years old who wants me to have kids by all means. I started from the scratch with this man, but after 12years he left me for a much younger girl who came at the time i am to enjoy the wealth that God started to bless us with juju. But most times i wish to hear that they are having issues but mi god they keep growing bigger with 3 kids and the man have more money and me still de trying to get a means by. God!, i met another americana (nigerian) who lived in America for 17years quite older than me, so i felt i had to marry this man who was almost 25years older than me but hey, he was a jealous freak, the relationship didn’t last for 2years before he left because he couldn’t use me to get money after spending better part of his life in the USA and coming home to find a big rich girl. Me very angry at some issues in mi life. Now i marry a younger man and we are 4years now praying to God to bless we marriage with baby. me very angry that i wasted my early years with a man when i had the opportunity to move on. Gosh. Please pray for me my fellow bloggers, i like you all, i feel safe here to vent my anger!!!! thanks Obara for the opportunity to do this. I woke up dis morning feeling so unhappy and unfilled and as i write this, i just cant help but to shed tears. Whew# thank u

Ty
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Ty

Faroye, modupe…welcome….

Yesterday, you used the name Bridget ….today I looked it up…it is Celtic for strength, virtue, vigor, and power….from what I have read from you, you have all that and more….

Riches come and riches go…this ride is not yet over…you WiLL overcome it….you have found happiness and that is so rare these days….the previous husbands were teachers to show you your strength….I can see you strength…

We will lift you up in prayers….

bfaroy
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oh Ty thank you, never looked up the name, i feel uplifted with this, i appreciate.

KB
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KB

Greetings Faroye vent woman vent. It is good for the soul. I tell u i felt a weight lifted from me during this post. #Woooosah

Yazzy
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Yazzy

bfaroye, welcome again sweetie.

I can’t imagine how you feel but I wish you nothing but the best in this marriage and that child you want. The other men were fools and its their loss… Some people have no conscience especially di big tinkin tuff pig wid him wutliss 25 year difference pan yuh but still a look smaddy mine him wutliss ass. Dem nah nuh shame to rasta. Him ego wah fi chap dung… Kmft

MTH
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MTH

Night night everyone. I read every single comment. Big up the new comers, unno nuff, later mi will hail unno up better.

Nunulicious, I am humbled that you admire the move I make. Just this very day, I was thinking and girl, I have started over so many times. I just keep it moving. Today was my second day at my job. I am glad that I am working, but this is entry level minimum wage job. MI neva wuk minimum wage a Jamaica from di day I was birthed an come a farrin a wul minimum wage. However, it is in a field that I can learn so much. Girl, think about what you want to do and do it. If it nuh work, you would have gained experience and see where you went wrong.

I like female company and they always seem to let me down, now I am at the stage where I an thinking, the last fail friendship was the last one. There is this ‘friend’ at the college who is giving me some vibe. Yesterday, I just dressed up like a chicken foot and went to sch. Nothing sends pain and hated to a woman’s heart than to see you looking super fine.

I am living my dream now, all when is -20, I am still happy and just enjoying life. If I had to vent, it would be about why a woman would say that she is not interested in a guy and the moment he starts showing interest in you, is hell and powder house. Chile, MTH aint gots no time for that. Oh I forgot to give unno dis joke, met this guy here and he was taken by my ass and boobs. He displayed some interest and I was feeling him for a sec, then had to steady my focus. Every wey homeboy si mi, him have di loudest laugh an a ramp up wid di gal dem. Dat nuh jerk mi. Mi doan even tun di black a mi yeye and look pan him. A laugh till a piss. Man still a try mek woman jealous?

I trust Obara’s teaching and know that everything happen when it must.

NuNu
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Gwaan M! Lol don’t let anything or anybody distract yuh ok and mek di badmine galang!

Yazzy
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Yazzy

M, we’re so proud babe! Man…ooman and dawg… Wap dem ova deh wid yuh ass, boobs and yuh brains! Wap dem!! 😀 wap wap!

KB
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KB

Why my father never let me grow with a daddy! Why so many single parent homes? we need famy units again.why he never made sure to be the first man to unconditionally love me n my bro?
Good night

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Too many broken homes. Kmft. It’s become the new norm now mi love…

Ty
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Ty

Why so many young kids dying in jamaica? The news sickening…

Yazzy
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Yazzy

So many innocent lil lives being snatched there. What’s most alarming is it seems to have desensitized the communities now. When dem hears news like this it’s almost expects or is like its stale news and it nu mek front page nuh more. Lawd ha maseeeeee!!

Ty
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Ty

Why so much war going on? Can barely keep up with them?

Ty
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Ty

Why do we define success by money? Or how much we make?….why is success not defined by how good a person you are…

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Ty we really need to redefine success yo…

Ty
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Ty

Why family members who live in jamaica love beg so?… I have some professional beggars in my family…dem make it a science…trust me…

Dem have no rass shame…

KB
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KB

Grung Jamaica hard is a shame…just like every other place but my gawd

Cami
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Cami

When you say no you shouldn’t have any shame either, lolol

Jamaica have the same open, global market…the begging is due to lack of funds or just because they want but not at their own expense. Most of the begging isn’t due to need but wants.

Ty
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Ty

So true Cami..just took me a while to get that memo…lol

Ty
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Ty

Why do I have to fight so hard for my kids to have a better life?

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Something only great moms can do.

Ty
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Ty

Why people will grudge you fi anything, all you dog dem will grudge you fa? Like dem ready fi pick up di dog shit….

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Ty wappppp dem! GRUNG! Vent!!

Ty
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Ty

Why is it when some dutty old coworkers see how you a rise, dem bad mind you?

Pity dem no know how hard you had to work and the sacrifices you made to get there…

KB
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KB

Hush Ty they only see ur sunshine never ur rain…never saw the sacrifics but dem fass n mek sure see the rewards cah dem luv badmind. Before dem uplift dem a badmind hmm

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Ty, we can vouch fi yuh. Yuh wuk velly hawwwwwwwd boo. So when yuh rise, if they can’t also rise to yuh level… They ain’t on ya level. Nuh apologize fi yuh success. It was EARNED! ….and against the odds at that!!!

Ty
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Ty

I have to vent about di amount of people I have had to release….to many to count…from family to friend to foe…

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Ty let dem guh sis! You’ve mastered the releasing tactic. I love it, mi nuh play wid when it come time fi release needa. Is either you’re well being or theirs and mi choose fi mi.

KB
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KB

Night Cass Ty u see how di one Yazzy N Obara draw mi out smh all di one Nunu loool

Ty
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Ty

Yes, we are shoulders for each other…I love it

Ty
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Ty

Ask pardon, I late today… Night everyone…

I like this post Obara but it get me bringle… I am not good at cursing but a better warrior than me you cannot find…I can fight and will too…it just takes a lot to get me there,… But when I do no surrender…

Vanessa I pray that the scum that harmed you has a LoNg and miserable life…May he live his days and nights repenting the wrath he poured on him…do not pity him or pray for his forgiveness…RELEASE that man….

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Ty nuh bada fight him. Him cyah win yuh! 😀 nuh bada rise di “bitch” eeda Ty. Mi a beg fi di scums dem…

cass
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cass

Good evening to all!!
It just kill me sometime why are some people are so fake.
I have friends that I consider as family And the first chance them get them F mi over.
pretend like they are your friends when they’re really not pretend like they want to see you doing good. When you know is the opposite way around . Like my husband.first I would like to say hate that word….Have been with this man and he did not want to see me have anything call me all the name then in book ok, he is one of the most disgusting person I ever meet in my life.
Compare to him and my aunt do not know which one of them is worth .My
aunt send for me there treat me like Cinderella OK!!
Why I have to thank God for the heart that me give, because some of my family all they do it wish bad , but like a fool I still talk to them, I guess it just the heart god give.
Abara and YAZZY Love you guys you always you guys are ones of the two nicest person I ever meet in this life so far.

Ty
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Ty

Cass, we must be family because I got some of those in my family too…

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Cass mi sissy I love you as well. Blessed the day our stars aligned. It breaks my heart when you speak of your past pain and hurt but you’re never gonna be left to battle life alone again. You have me. We have each other. You have us here. We allllll got you!

((((BIG HUGS)))))

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Tru me is a mawd ooman… I kip mi self quiet until smaddy deserving digs his way thru this rat race and buck up inna mi… Caz mi cyah bada wid waste matta eenuh…. .afta mi a nuh proprietor of nuh cesspool business! KMFT

NuNu
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Lol! but a suh him bright!

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Mi hignarant fi di “sinting” suh till!! Kmft!!

KB
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KB

If him ignarant smdh tell him mind one dem obeah ooman turn him ina prince wid him frog self @#%&=))?/:!$#%-=( fava toad kmrt

Vanessa
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Vanessa

Instant tears. I wasnt gonna come back until tomorrow. Thank yall so much. Making this lil girl inside of me feel so good. I should interact more. I stopped so much because my BD saw me on here and said I was working obeah. Until he needed Ma Obara. Then he said I musta put something on him not the person he originally thought. All because he didnt wanna work. Now miraculously after I beg one Jamaican friend to help him find work the roots/obeah/juju gone. I feel like a big boulder is lifted off my shoulder.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

‘Nessa, you’re so sweet and have such innocence about you. Laws yuh mek mi wah war fi yuh and I can’t/don’t even fight! But mi wi classssa dem fi yuh! Kmft!

Mek him galang. Life soon sort out and I don’t see him in it wid yuh! As soon as yuh drop some baggage yuh stawt soar to new heights! Trust boo! Meanwhile, plant yourself where you are happy and you are loved and celebrated. If here is one such space/place, then let no one take that joy from you. No one…

KB
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KB

Tell him if u did a wuk di rass obeah nutn or nobody cuda remove it cah wi bad like yawzzzz ova yah suh wi bad from wi bawn
Sorry manners n respect Vanessa u are not alone. We are survivors! love n light

Ty
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Ty

Vanessa you fi tell him yes you obeah him…and if him do not behave and treat you right, the next time, you will have no mercy…. He will stop bothering you…

Cami
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Cami

Ty, Ty waddup mumma? KB and Yaz.

Vanessa NEVA bow to non-progressives.

Ty
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Ty

Hey Cami my sis…

Vanessa
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Vanessa

My vent: Feeling alone and sorry for myself. Yes I am the child of a whore and a pimp. My mother lied to a man and told him I was his child….and I think he knew I wasnt but still took me from my mother and gave me to his mother. Maybe thats why he sexually abused me. My Vent: Being successful in life but feeling otherwise. Making horrible decisions with men and especially this one im with now (Jamaican) and it is probably the toughest thing ive been through. My kids get on my nerves and then when I send them to granny I miss them. I hate that I dont know my purpose in this life. That is my biggest vent….why was I made? people think im so happy, saved, cute, successful….I wish someone really knew me…thats my vent. Okay im out. Good day. *peeping V*

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Vanessa I lovvvveeeeeee you babygirl! I love who you are and I don’t even know you! Love how yuh just fucked the world and came here and dropped some heavyweight shit and no matter what you do after this… You are lighter for doing this!

If you’ve never felt like you belonged… YOU SO BELONG HERE! AMONGST US!

Vanessa dem reject we. Dem sexually abuse we. Dem beat we. Dem dawg we out. All types a shit has happened to us here… But we, Vanessa, REFUSE TO DIE. WE REFUSE TO MEK DEM TEK WI JOY… Suh wi bungle up yasso and wi transfer our love and light to each other… and we know that the universe is pulsating … And will reward us, OPENLY, for our sufferings in this life.

Stop peep and come babygirl… We LOVE you here!

Vent without fear!

Toy
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Wait this whole time Yazzy I thought Vanessa was your sister in real life. geez . Vanessa I love your vent so pure. Love and light you will find your purpose.

shana
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shana

You just made me cry! You not alone. I was taught sexual thing during my kindergarden years, I feel you in so many ways. I won’t let me mind travel back to those yucking days. I have so much to live for right now. Also all of our kids get on our nerves. Lol! That fact that you miss them when you send them to grandma says you love them. We all need breaks that why God gave us Grandmas and Aunties and Uncle. We are a community we suppose to help each other.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Mojuba Esu!

KB
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KB

Vent Toy vent!!! Cut off ano easy thing fi do but when it’s necessary dweet mama dweet!
Queenie no problem if you feel to hail Bubblez or KB lol You like it I love it!

Toy
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I have to vent about little grimy friends. Laugh in your face, come to your house and know deep down they don’t like you. Call you and tell you about what he said and she said then slaughter you with your so called enemies. Big up to the dirty friends that thought they were getting over. I want to say the way fi we life set up God and our ancestors have us on lock. YOU JUST GOT CUT OFF

Yazzy
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Yazzy

***empties clip***

Ty
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Ty

A ” bitch” me a draw fa….for the new bloggers, that is the name my father calls his cutlass…

Seaqueen
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Seaqueen

Tonks fi keepin mi space!! I feel so spwecial! Mi like di bubbles betta but whatever floats your boat lol. You like it i love it! Mi see yazz ah gwan mad pon di venting, one piece ah laughing mi deh pon.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Queenie, get mawddddd now! 😀
Mi know yuh bakkle up sinting weh yuh wah release … Yuh nuh owe De. Laurence suh mek yuh speech!

Toy
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I have to vent. I would love for the essence of the black man to come back into play. The rising of a black man and his black beautiful goddess. Big to to Obara, Ty, Cami, and SS who have found their Kings. One day the rest of us will find it.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Hey mi Chica Toy!

I wanna buss a blank fi yuh vent and seal it wid ASE!

Toy
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Yazzy lol buss shot

NuNu
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Same suh Toy Toy!

KB
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KB

Greetings Seaqueen loving afternoon to you missus lol Bredda YW gimi di name deh n mi like it better short

Nunu don’t try it! don’t try it! loooool 😀 😀 😀 😀

Nunu
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Nunu

A Kia stawt it Yazzy!

Seaqueen
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Seaqueen

Hey my ES family! Why mi miss unnu so much??? Big ups to my sugars O, yazz, Cam Cam (yes yuh name get doubled), Nuns, KB (i see yuh nuh waan write out yuh full name again lol), MTH, AMH, Ty (anyweh yuh deh), Cher, Joy and welcome to faroyebridget!!YUh see when yuh MIA u feel like yuh haffi shout out hevrybaddi! I thought i had nuff on my mind but yazz yuh tek di cake lol. Im still trying to pin down what i’m going to vent on. Just ah check in before mi haffi escape again, plus mi haffi play ketch up. mi feel like fi hold mi head and bawl!! (can’t stand being behind!)

Nunu
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Nunu

Queenie! Wi leff assign seat fi yuh, suh yuh can hol’ yuh seat when you walk in, Yazzy get weh on di venting lol

Toy
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lmao nunu Yazzy

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Queenie!!! We missed you too babygirl! As Nunu seh.. Yuh seat deh ya anytime a wait fi yuh. Not a soul a bada it suh sneak eeeen a class and tek up residence.

Lawd mi hear di word vent and get weh. Sarry. Lololol

Ty
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Ty

Big up Seaqueen…

KB
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KB

Ah umm Yazzy psst come ere how yu kno di porn industry bizniz?! mek yu kno dem si recession hmmmm

NuNu
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Lolol that’s one business that’ll be on top always.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Kia and Nunu unuh fi galang beta

KB
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KB

Why we have so many reality tv show?! It helps with the preconceived notions don’t it? hmmmm smdh

NuNu
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Plus it’s a pay check but unfortunately there is a price to pay

Yazzy
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Yazzy

KB.. If I were an actor/actress I would be insulted by these reality shows flooding my industry. Mi nuh know how there isn’t a show down btw the two already.

Nunu, a very expensive price.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

I keep looking at the pic of today’s post and it still keeps screaming “I AM WOMAN, HEAR ME ROAR!”

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Mi love unuh here!

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Obara yuh seh mi fi vent suh mi a vent!!

Why di porn industry neva see nuh recession YET??? Yet people a galang like is a crime if yuh watch two a di flick?? Why wi program fi act like self pleasure (masturbation) is such a crime but yet some willing fi do henytin (anything) fi please smaddy else??

Toy
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Yazzy why you ask that question. people love that thing called sex. The porn industry will never be broke. lol

joy
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joy

Good afternoon sis Obara and to all my blogger I am still at work I try to write a story 2 time and it runs off any way very interesting story happy Friday to you all

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Hey Joy. Happy Friday sweetie.

joy
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joy

Say to yazzy

NuNu
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Happy Friday Joy!

KB
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KB

Nunu yu know when man come with the preconceived notions that we hagnant and aggressive by nature. My question is always why are we that way? Or why are you not aggressive instead of whiny. We want aggressive, confident, loving man! Real man not man frame. Another preconceived notion is that the 70% act to self-sufficient. Like they don’t need nobody. Hahaha I wonder why hmmm

Yazzy
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Yazzy

KB seh real man not nuh man frame! I am done! Dwl!!

Toy
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Kia I know I need a man anybody want to hook me up, but please let him have ambition

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Toy, when dem start yuh up eenuh… Is a danger zone! Toy weh yuh seh dem need fi have?? VENT TOY!! VENT!! 😀

NuNu
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Cami yuh betta tek time sip yuh garlic tea an come tomorrow

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Nunu nuh kill mi! Unuh a sample ova ere eenuh! Lawd gash!

KB
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KB

Umm dat 70% dea deh a poke yu Yazzy yea man it poke n pinch mi nuff. That ish is crazy high…why so many single people deh pon dis realm I thought we did make in pairs lol is dat the Bible teach me eno loooool

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Kia I didn’t even realize I was a part of the 70% lololol! Is like yessideh mi get a “wake up call” lolol. Twin flames are rear in these times sweetie. I’m so very happy for everyone that’s already found theirs…

KB
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KB

Yazzy seh mi run in like Madea grung bless up mi good genes mi nuh fava or shape like Madea a baaaaaaaay loool
Seriously Yazzy people nuh loving again like one time. So with the little out there you have to really careful. I’ve dated Highgrade and Wicked’s brother. I know what Obara and yourself are speaking of. What happen to love? Bring back love! People seem to have gotten more selfish. Some people are so self serving it’s a shame.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Raaaaayyyyyyy KB!! Spin yuh roll babygirl. A you seh Stella affi hask pardon! Rayyy! Lol. Wi fi gwaan beta sometime eenuh. 😀

Kia where is the love fi real don’t??

KB
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KB

Hallueyerrrr hallueyer sham sham bam dakkle fanakkle ooooo mi ketch ina spirits!!! preach sista Yazzy! talk di tings dem shankle dankkle spin n roll

Yazzy
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Yazzy

KB, when yuh come in ere yuh fi galang beta!!!! LMFAO!

KB
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KB

Yu lucky! afta mi nuh owe De Laurence loooool mi ketch ina spirits an drap a dutty spin n roll. lawd sista Yazzy a preach dont it Nunu lol

NuNu
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Kia yuh sound like wi.good good bredda Curtis! Lol, I miss dat man ie si!

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Nunu a me fi tell yuh. bubblez run eeeeen like Madea! Lololol.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Why ppl married & a SWING??? Whyyy?? Why not just date and be in open relationships??

Cami
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Cami

I think they believe that by being married they are “morally” superior to those who “just date and be in open relationships”. Same attitude found by some “regular” married people, lol till a bun get send on.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Cami yuh always a chat sensible! You’re so on point

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Why mi even badda fi do dis Celibacy ting more while??? Whyyy???
Why afta mi dweet fi sooooo damn long mi still pick .. Pick pickkkk … Till mi pick shit!! Kmft!

Why mi even bada fi do dis celibacy ting more while??? Mi seh why???
Mi cyah fin’ nuh good man a road! And di way di system set up… Di man dem a look man to!! Unuh low mi mek mi talk.. Afta mi nuh owe nubadi!

Why mi even bada do dis celibacy ting more while??? Caz even afta a year and mi badi cyah tek it nuh more and mi love a come dung and mi decide fi dash out… Why is a stalker?? Or smaddy underserving??

Why break a good girl’s heart when there is so much butu a road??

Why good girls love em bad??

Why yuh cyah plz ooman?? Why ooman fi meet a really nice guy but chu him took saffff wi dismiss him and tek up man wid di bad bwouy image?? Why wi cyah help it?? LMFAO!! Why??

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Why Kia poem still a haunt mi from yessideh bout di 70%???

Bwouy why yuh nuh release mi from di 70%???????????????

Kiaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Unuh low mi mek mi vent .. Afta mi nuh owe De. Laurence!

NuNu
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Yes bout dat 70% it nuh, I think it’s because there are preconceived notions that we hagnant and aggressive by nature

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Why genuinely good girls like we Nunu and others here (including myself) have such a hard time landing an amazing career but yuh guh inna some business establishments and affi squint fi find a DECENT, COMPETENT employee that can provide the consumer/customer with effective, efficient and quality services they pay for!!

Why is the system set up to fail us??

Why we trow (throw) stones behind wi and have gotten so complacent in this foreign land??

Why some a wi nuh memba di ppl we have left behind??

Why the media a stuff allll these waste ppl down our throats like wi a gi dem heads?? These reality junkies… Where is their talent??

Why have we yet to accept interracial dating?? Why can’t we all just get along!
But pan dat note deh… Why some interracial couples acting like “hey look at us, we are celebs” and are behaving like attention whores for the “likes”
Where is the love??

Cami
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Cami

As fi the career thing…on point!

AMH
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AMH

great questions!!

NuNu
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Amen sister Yazzy! Vent di vent!!!!

Yazzy
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Yazzy

So mi wud like to vent caz mi nuh owe De. Laurence shit!

Mi nuh know why di worl a run di way out it a run lately. No saaahhh!!

Mi miss di good ole times. Mi nuh eat meat nuh more but mi miss chicken back and tun cawnmeal days and mi a eat di ” bun bun” a di battam.

Mi miss when people use to live within them means and still happ. Wi nah affi have a bag a shit fi ATTRACT ppl! Laws dis is aneeda vent … Withing a vent. A why wi need fi hab up TINGS fi attract ppl?? Man nuh wah nuh gyal now unless dem have up tings (which is ok) but den yuh have some waste man weh a pree ooman bank account and wah she bring eeeen and cunningly await har fi sweet talk har outta har tings bout love. WHERE THE REAL MEN AT??? Sme man dis cayliss now a days brah brah. At dont have a problem with men ecoming stay at home dads while the woman is the provider of the home but clearly some man tek dat and gone over board wid it… Yes, mi a chat bout man weh radder stay home bout him a “run yuh bath” and a wait fi yuh come eeeen fi lay di pipe down (ladies yuh know to what I refer) and that is him only career… Just fi a place fi ress him head and smaddy hawd workin back fi live affa.. A WAH DE GWAANIN FADA??? WHERE THE REAL MEN AT?? Not di one dem weh radda sell dem rear and confuse di term ” red bottoms” dis fi inna “red bottoms” WHERE THE REAL MEN AT?? (And chuss mi, mi ok wid homosexuality but not GAY FI PAY TYPES!)

Mi miss seeing a REGULA woman walking the streets or on my tv screen radda dan all dese silicone dolls. What’s up wid dat??? Yes yuh wuk hawd and a your baddi suh yuh get it done… But good gawwd man… At least mek it look likkle natural. Dese ppl roaming around ain’t size proportion and its getting so effn tacky!

Listen, mi is no saint and love pleasing my man but why sex and love making teck on a whole new front???

Why suh much OLE FARTTTTT deh a road a eff suh much young gyal?? Why man nuh waaahh look dem size now?? Why as man age suh him stop seeing the beauty in the women that are of his age but instead have made her an outcast and have gone on to ONLY wanting young, barely legal counterparts?? What unuh hexpeccccc di big ooman dem fi do???

Why so much pervert deh a road???

Why gyal nuh wah satisfy and mek some big ole tinking no teet man a slab all ova dem fi a dalla??

Why deserving woman have issues with conception but a bag a baby a get dumped a road??

WHY DI FUCKIN GOVERNMENT SUH CORRUPT??

Unuh low mi mek mi vent caz mi nuh owe De. Laurence! Awoah!

Cami
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Cami

Breath! Yazzy Breath! dwln

Lo de big man and dem LEGAL AGE juniors alone, lol Me man is 10+ ahead of me and him is “off the chain” in all manner.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Cami seh mi fi low dem. lololol mi a vent man. You’re in love so this is not for you and your Beau. Is fi di career daters weh stuck inna a age gap fantasy land…

Cami
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Cami

I think people need to leave self help books and shows alone when it come to dating and living ones life.

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Cami nuh enemy cyah war yuh and win roun ere! None a dat! A straight bakkle a urine fi dem! Kmft …

Yazzy
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Yazzy

Pardon mi manners. Big ups to my beautiful sweeties Cami, Nunu, Kia, Obara, MTH, AMH, Faroye, Cher and all the other beauties that haven’t yet arrived.

Large up to di handsome brothers of mine to come as well.

Happy weekend..

Listen mi soon stawt vent to… Afta mi nuh owe De. Laurence!

Cami
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Cami

AMH! hope you and family are all well. All “new” bloggers WELCOME! some of the names long so I just say welcome to ALL. ASE

AMH
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AMH

Morning Cami we are glorious! thank you

Yazzy
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Yazzy

But a weh dis rass a gwaan yasso???? A yassssooooo nice!!!

Cami mi soon come but mek me and Obara galang likkle deh fus… Obara a wi Obeah out di boss whatsit whatsitnot claaaaaat fi mi sis Nunu eenuh!!! LMFAOOOOO!!! All mi a laugh mi c-rus. Obara mi wi help dash di wuks pan henny boss fi wi Nunu! Chuss mi star!! Mi rrrrrrrrr.

Nunu boo, just as Obara is protective of you, is me dat to. I don’t know which of us is older but I don’t care… mi deh ya fi yuh. Mi love when yuh vent. Vent!!!!!! Nunu you’re such a sweetie by heart.. And spirit…. Suh yuh mussssssssss buss Chica!!

Mi bawl yuh out regular but if dat nuh eenuh mi willing fi dabble inna all types a ish fi clear yuh way. You deserve nothing but the best mi chile. Gwaan push tru caz mi a dine fi di day yuh come ya come bawl out di testimony how yuh overcome.

And Nunu, I am also starting over sis. Mi lef every rass ting behind a NY.. And mi ain’t looking back. And while here I have no one but di mercy a God and unuh weh kip mi going and just as Obara a tell yuh fi do, mi git up and bawl out to mi egunguns and mi hol’ mi head and bawl out fi help and fi mi Ori fi show mi road. And mi pinch mi fuss meal and dash likkle outa door and ask mi egunguns fi plz use it as energy fi assist me. Mi nah lie yuh, tings nuh dat amazing but mi yet fi see some reallllllll devastation … (Since I’ve been doing all dat) caz mi use to see devastation before.

Nunu, beta mus come but we tan up backa yuh like bull buck and duppy conquera … And yuh have O and she nuh nawmal oooo… And mi wah tek di opportunity fi big up yuh mumzy weh yuh shout out regula caz she is a damn good mommy!

Nunu mi nah bawl tideh eenuh suh low mi!

KB
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KB

Obara mi waa vent bout something….why you cant answer back emails eeh I emailed you twice llast week and all now lol I know you and typing nuh gree at least acknowledge that yu read it tho. Make me feel like I’m sending emails to a stranger about my inner most thoughts and feelings. I start fret and wonder if a stranger get the email and plan to post on social media or something. Yu see I had to call you cause I said Obara and this dang email Yes and I still love youuuuuu!

bfaroy
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Thank you everyone for welcoming me! Obara thank you for creating this blog! me loveeeee!

KB
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KB

Welcome and good morning Faroye. Nice to meet you. Morning Cami Cams did your buckleys arrive yet I want you back healthy and commenting over night so I can come laugh a morning lol

Cami
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Cami

KB, I can’t do a direct order. Ask a fam fi do it…shhh may as well me crawl up 95 pon me knees and go get it me self! Pops live there so Me going to “the mountain” and mek him get it…me is that prideful child that don’t ask for anything. so, it should be here next weekend, lol

NuNu
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Cami you should take some garlic that helps but be careful if you have pressure issues

KB
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KB

Respect to everybody who have life figured out lol! Hahahahah looool weh dem people deh?! Nunu most people are not 100% figured this life out Tek time likkle sis you coming into your own.

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